Dear Who Ever,
Turns out I might not be going to my dads at all this weekend. It has been snowing like crazy lately so the roads aren't safe enough to make it all the way to my dads house. I can't say I'm happy, I am relieved that I won't have to try and hide it. I wish I could see them but I'm very relieved that when I do get to see them I won't be hiding something, they will be healed and in the past. So despite the difficulties with the snow, I am enjoying my snow day :) My emotions have gone down, a little. I'm more constant on what I'm feeling, not so 'roller coaster' like any more. I had a nice long conversation with Him after the letter I wrote that he read... I think that conversation helped me. I am finding 'closure' now <3 A small part of me believed he broke up with me because it was for 'the best' and that little part didn't want to let go. After our conversation that little part realized the truth and let go. I'm actually moving on now. Moving on isn't that hard, letting go is the extremely hard part. I can do this, I know that. No worries :)
-Your Faithful Writer
