Dear Who Ever,
Turns out, I am going to my dads house tomorrow. The roads have cleared up just enough for my mom to make it to the meeting place tomorrow. The other roads should be clear enough for my dad to make it to the meeting place as well... I am glad to see them but I don't want to go over there with a secret :/ If they knew though... </3 it wouldn't be good.... just thinking about it pushes me to tears. I'm so scared of what they will think. I know they are my parents so I should want to know what they think but I don't think I should be terrified of their judgment. I don't think it's healthy at all... I don't know how to stop worrying or how to stop being so afraid. I'm thinking I should start going to counseling.. If any thing just to help me not be so afraid any more. It's hurting me, literally, to be so scared. I need to stop and maybe someone professional can help me.. I don't know.. What do you think?
-Your Faithful Writer
