I can't find my way out.
What do I do?
I've lost myself while losing you.
Theres so much going through my mind.
It's getting harder to breathe.
I take a breath,
And let it out.
Knowing it's no good.
This kind of panic never ends
It goes on long into the night
Even when it seems im fine
Panic is in my mind.
You say calm down
It has the opposite effect.
I'm never calm
And my head is hurting.
I can't find a way out
Where do I go
I just want to disappear
Straight into the dark and maybe sleep
I dont want to speak
Things get bad
What did I do
I just wanted to talk
I never wanted to end it
But now I'm here with a blade to my wrist
You dont know it
But I'm done
Sorry for the tears
Sorry for the red
Sorry for the ending
Sorry for the Panic
