I feel so empty
My temper is testy.
And I want to drag the blade
My ends have torn and frayed.
I feel like Ive been played
The entire world has frayed.
I wish I wouldn't have strayed
My vein exploded like a grenade.
The devils taken my life
And filled it with strife
To where Id rather end it with a knife
And going straight to the afterlife.
I'm no leader just part of the pack
Fearlessness seems to be what I lack.
I feel like I'm under attack
All the colors are white and black.
And in a colorless world
My fists were curled.
The thoughts in my head swirled
The room spun and whirled.
But new hope was found
Bad thoughts are in the ground.
I just have to be strong
With you running along.
