And it's like the you I knew was a mask.
You said you'd never leave but you did.
You told me you loved me,
Was it all a lie?
The feelings you said you had.
I just want to know if it was real.
I just want you to be mine again..
I'm holding onto the memories of us.
I miss your hand in mine,
I miss the way you made me feel.
The butterflies are gone..
I felt okay with you.
You've made me happier then I've been in years.
You felt like home and safety.
They say home is where your heart is,
But it's not a house for me.
It's you.
You felt like how some people are with music.
And it's all been ripped away.
And I don't know if you truly loved me,
If you did, you'd still be mine.
And we had I love you more fights,
But in the end I guess I win.
Because I still love you,
And you don't love me back.
And I miss our calls at 2 a.m.
Texting late hours into the night.
Sitting in class the next morning,
Knowing it was worth it just to be with you.
I meant it when I said you were my everything,
I feel like a holes been ripped into my chest.
It's an empty void that I can't feel
I just want you back.
And I listen to songs that remind me of you,
It's 3 a.m. And I'm longing for you.
I'm rereading conversations.
Wishing you felt the same.
I wished i never met you.
I wouldn't have fallen in love with you.
I wouldn't be hurting right now,
But I know every time I'd still choose you.
I miss you.
I love you.
I'm sorry.
But I think this is the end now...
I'll write a goodbye.
And hope you don't cry.
I was right.
You'd find someone else, someone better.
But it's okay.
Because I expected it.
I knew it wouldn't last..
But I still wanted you...
