I hate everything about you three days graceYou said you'd be my light
Out of the darkness.
And now there's nothing
But a cold solid wall and old memories.You said you'd never leave
But now where you were is empty.
Where did you go?
And why'd you take my heart along?I wished you'd come back
And do what you said you would.
I'm getting bad again
And know one knows.No one can see it.
And my anxiety attacks are frequent
You're not here to bring the calm
So I suffer in panic.I sit alone in the bathroom
The door is locked and I'm bleeding out.
I'm screaming for you to come back.
But you probably hate me so whats the point?And I miss you
Not like I want to be with you.
I miss your presence and the way you shined
I miss the way you made me feel okay.But that was snatched away
And I have myself to blame.
And I know I should've been realistic
But I couldn't fight my heart.And now I'm ending as you're breathing.
Life is draining from my skin
My heart is slowing.As I take my final breath
My last thought is your name.
Who knows if you'll care.
It's way too late to call for help.