I'm on the second floor
And I want to jump.
Darkness is slowly creeping in
And I can feel the cold metal pressed on pale white skin.
With drops of crimson red
And a tide of tears.
We'll split and leave a broken heart
As we fall apart.
And theres pills of snow on my right
A glass of water to swollow ten too many
Anxiety has me rocking and forth
What if I fail?
Theyre all gonna hate me more then they do now.
It feels like oxygen has been ripped from my lungs
I keep taking deep breaths .
But there's no air to breathe.
Just the shock of impact.
And I feel my fist crunch against a wall of brick
Blood spiking at broken skin
Pain radiating from my heart
And bones breaking out of place.
There's something wrong with the way I think
I want to die I want to end the pain.
I want to feel something besides numb
It's dark inside
And if I let you in you will want out.
Dont get too close
I'll only hurt you too.
I'm sorry for slashing my life away.
But I think this is where it ends.
I glad you found before before I disappeared.
I hope our time together meant something to you.
And as my breathing slows
My eyes start to burn
And I sigh at last
Maybe now we can all be happy.
And this here
Is my final goodbye.
The last I love you
And the end of my hurting heart.
