There's aching in my chest
It feels like my hearts been ripped out
I don't care.
I don't care about anything.
I fuck everything up
I'm the definition of accident.
I'm tired of living
So tired of everything.
It's been days since I last slept
Everythings blurring in and out.
I just want to disappear
I'm slowly letting go.
I haven't eaten in days
And I feel so numb.
My eyes have lost their shine
I see no hope within them.
The girl I once was has been
Beaten, tattered and battered
Completely beyond recognition.
But I hide it all with a mask.
I think it's time to let go.
I'm slowly killing myself day by day
Im tired.
And it can't be cured.
I've given up.
Now it's time to say goodbye.
So long my friends.
I'm sorry it ended this way.
Sorry for the pain
Sorry for the panic
Sorry for the rage
Sorry for the bruises
Goodbye.
