I'm on the edge
The verge of death
Too many pills within my system
To wrap my head around what you say
I dont understand
Why'd life have to go so wrong
I'm hurting and cant make it stop
Its 1000 paper cuts dipped in vinegar
Numb within with a hurting heart
No one can see and they don't care.
Who would?
I'm just me
Someone who doesn't matter
Someone who no one loves
Someone who's not good enough
Someone whos not okay
I want to die
So leave me be
I say my goodbyes
At peace with myself
My heart is pounding
My head is fuzzy
Vision is blurry
But then I hear my phone start to buzz
He's saying hey and im saying goodbye
Can't this pain just end
I hate it here and no one knows
The room goes black and I hear a voice
Screaming out my name
All I see I black and I cant move
So I slip into sweet release finally numb.
