It's 9 p.m
And I'm sitting here with tears on the floor
My broken heart crashed through the door
And the rain begins to pour.
It's ten now and I'm all alone.
My heart is racing faster then before
The effect of the pills has me on the floor
I walked out the door.
It's eleven at night and the thoughts come back
I'm losing sight all I see is black.
I walked out of your life
And straight to the knife.
It's twelve now and my music is loud
I look into the crowd.
I see the ones I've made proud
And the ones who have bowed.
The numbers on the clock show twelve twenty four
I'm locked behind a door.
It's torn me straight to the core
I'm just laying on the floor.
My blood is flowing in crimson rivers
The pills have delivered the shivers.
The blades sliced and tore
As I wish for just one more.
He said don't do anything stupid
But I'm only human.
Cupid's arrow tore in two
And then he flew.
The high is kicking in
I start to give a grin.
The pain the numb hides
It's been lost in the tides.
My thoughts strangle my mind
How are people so blind?
Depression isn't a game
It's in the hall of fame.
It's one thirty now
And all I do is wonder how.
The room is spinning
This is only the beginning.
My mind is lost gone to the pills
I'm starting to get chills.
But here come the thrills
Even if it's against your will.
I'm passing out and losing sight
The girl I once was lost all might.
I gave up my fight
Giving everyone a fright leaving them pale white.
