Darkness enters and light leaves
Fears of unknown.
Blood running and dripping
Tears are falling.
With pills of snow and sharp silver
Memories flash through my mind.
Of better days when it didn't take all of my energy to smile
When I could be happy and not worry about sadness.
And maybe it'll be better if I was gone
Maybe they were right.
But my heart is with you
And I made a promise.
But I've broken it so much already
And I feel like disappearing.
I might as well stay silent
And stop the things I used to love.
Nothing brings me joy
And I'm deeper in the dark then I've been before.
But it's no ones fault
I just got lost along the way.
And this pain goes deeper then a knife
Cutting sharper then a blade.
And these pills made me go numb
And now I'm seeing black spots
Maybe it's the end for me
But the end of a hurting heart.
And the start of a different life for everyone around me.
