And the pain is back again
And I have no clue where to go.
Where do I turn?
How do I fight?
And I knew you were gonna leave
So let's just save it for the night.
Tears like rain
And blood like a stream.
I'm lost in my thoughts
No turning back now.
My head is buzzing
My heart is slowing.
The room starts to spin
And suddenly I'm too cold.
My chest starts to hurt
And I can feel myself slipping.
Maybe it's for the best
Maybe pain will end.
Maybe I'll succeed
In this fight to end my life.
I hope you can be happy
We ended off bad.
And I'm sorry I cut my life off
Maybe you'll understand.
Maybe you'll be mad.
But I don't really care.
I just wanted to feel something besides pain.
Baby it'll be okay.
There's no heaven or hell.
Just a cold dirt grave
With a stone and a name.
Six feet deep memories have died.
There shall be no more smiles
Or little kisses.
No nuzzles in hugs
No cuddling in grass.
No more scaring people shitless
Long into the night.
And finally I take a breath
Feeling it catch.
I cry one last tear
And whisper your name
Sorry I did this
But this is my final goodbye
I hope you can understand.
That my heart will always be yours.
Stay strong, I know you can. You were always stronger then me. I love you. See you later.
