I know you hate yourself. You think I haven't noticed? The way you the way you would subconsciously sabotage every good thing you have in your life because you think it will eventually be gone anyway so why get attached, right? You are terrified of having someone love you and care about you and you are so scared that you'll ruin the good people and the good things in your life, that you ruin them on purpose in hopes of sparing yourself some pain had it not worked out on it's own. But I love you, I love you even though you don't love you. I see good things in you and I see broken things as well and I love every piece of you to the point that it hurts. You are a friend to me that I have connected with on a level I don't understand and that scares the absolute fuck out of me but I have fought off every bad thing that has happened to us because I want you and I will always be here for you. I care and nothing you do will make me stop caring because I need you and you need me.
Sky
For those who needed this here you go♥️
