My Childish Luna

Chapter 48 - Exhausted

Ramond POV

"Ramond, why don't I deal with the rogue situation and doubling up the patrols? Go see Ellie."

"I'm almost done," I mumbled.

"Ramond, the reason you have me, Nick, the men. Is because we're here together helping you."

"I let Nick off to look after his pregnant mate,"

"I will do it, Ramond. I'm worried about Ellie. She's not... Ellie, she's dull, tired, it's like... she's broken."

I frowned at that. "I haven't noticed."

"Of course you haven't
You've been blanking her out. She's now your fiancée! Jesus Ramond, go see her!" Clint sighed out in frustration.

Ellie POV

I curled up with my babies. Hope and Xander were awake as Justin was asleep.

"C'mon princess, why don't you sleep? Maybe try." I sighed.

Xander was just kicking around giggling as Hope curled up to Justin. This made me chuckle.

"Active little bugger ain't he?" I jumped hearing Ramond voice.

He was leaning against the door frame, smiling at us. I just smiled lightly. He walked over, laying across beside him.

Xander looked to Ramond smiling. "Hello, my baby boy," he cooed. Xander smiled, letting out a squeal as he grabbed his foot, numbing it whilst dribbling.

Ramon chuckled, watching as he looked up to me, smiling. He was staring at me for quite a while. "I'm gonna put the kids to bed, then I want you to come with me."

"Come with you where?" I frowned.

"Only to the bathroom."

"Oh... ok."

"Help me take them to bed." he lifted up the boys as I picked up Hope.

I gently laid her down with a toy for her to play. Hopefully, my Dad or brother comes in to look after her. Justin was still sleeping as Xander eyes were slowly closing.

Ramond motioned me to follow, and I obeyed. He closed the door behind. He walked towards me, turning me around to the mirror.

"What?" I frowned.

"Look how stressed out you are, Ellie. It's worrying me. You're pale, and you've lost too much weight..."

"I'm fine,"

He then lifted my top. I saw hurt flash in his eyes. "You're not!"

"Yes, I am!"

He took a deep breath. "Ellie,"

I crossed my arms. "Ramond."

"Ellie, what is wrong with you? You're not your bubbly self!"

"Well how can I be when I feel like crap and I'm miserable!"

I turned away, holding back my tears. He placed a hand on my shoulder, making me shrug it off. "But you wouldn't know that," I spat, walking out the bathroom.

I was suddenly pulled down onto his lap, which made me gasp.

"Now that I have your full attention, mate, look, I'm sorry if you feel like I've been rejecting you. I'm trying to look out for you and for our pups, I guess becoming a father now as boosted up on how protective I am."

"I understand," I mumbled.

"Do I still get those kisses?" She rolled her eyes to that, which made me smirk as I leaned in. She leaned in as well, letting our lips meet.

I knew that this talk or kiss was not gonna solve anything, but I'm gonna try and be there more for my mate and for my pups.