My Childish Luna

Chapter 49 - You need help

4 weeks later

Ellie POV

The plate slipped out of my hand, crashing onto the floor.

Ramond looked up as I let out a frustrated sigh going to my knees.

"Ellie?" Ramond crouched down, helping me clear up the glass.

I've been either awake with the babies or unexpectedly sleeping.

Luckily, Tess has been there for me whilst I napped, and Ramond was out working.

"Ellie, you're bleeding." he pulled my hand away from the glass where it cut me.

"I'm fine." he looked at me.

"Babe..."

"We're not having this again!" I growled, standing up binning the broken glass.

"I made an appointment for you to see Sandra,"

My eyes widened to that. "WHY DID YOU DO THAT?"

"BECAUSE I'M CONCERNED ABOUT YOU MATE! YOU HAVEN'T BEEN YOURSELF LATELY! and Ellie, you are still pale as a ghost with bags under your eyes, I am very worried."

"Ramond -"

"Please go, after this I won't pester you again about it."

"Fine." I spat

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"Hmm, now that we've taken some of your blood, and we'll see the results in a bit. There could be one solution I'm thinking of, and it's all natural," she reassured Ramond and I.

His hand was interlocked with mine.

"Postpartum depression, it's very common with women after birth."

"What is it?" Ramond asked, concerned.

"For example of symptoms can be lack of interest in the world, losing sleep, fearing of being a bad mother or feel like they're not bonding with their child, closing people out but it doesn't mean you're a bad parent Ellie. It's normal, I went through something similar with my 2 year old daughter." she smiled softly.

Ramond stared at me the whole time, knowing it was this I had after listing the symptoms.

She picked up my results on my blood test reading through it.

"Now I would prescribe you with some medication of antidepressants but... it seems here we've picked up some sleeping pills and oxycontin in your system. "

"Huh?"

"You've been doing drugs?!" Ramond roared.

"That's gotta be a mistake. I haven't touched any types of drugs I'm too busy to even think!"

Sandra passed the paper to Ramond. He read through it and glared at me.

"Ramond..."

"Thank you, Sandra. " he got up, dragging me out.

"For god sake, Ellie, I didn't know you would be that bad!"

I gasped at that. "So I'm a bad mother then?"

"I did not say that!"

"Screw you! You're the one to impregnate me. It's your fault I'm like this"

I saw a mixture of hurt and anger flash through his eyes.

I turned away and ran, shifting into my wolf.

"Ellie!" Ramond was chasing after me...

And people were watching...