My Childish Luna

Chapter 35 - Talk

Ellie POV

I jumped, seeing my Dad walk into the kitchen.

"What you doing, sweetie?"

"N-Nothing just got hungry,"

"Uhuh,"

"Where's Elliot?" Trying to change the subject.

"With your Uncle Stew at a night club,"

I giggled at that.

He popped the kettle on. "Tea or coffee?"

"Tea please Dad" he grabbed two mugs from the cupboard, placing it down. He grabbed the tea bag, placing it in the mug.

"So what's really going on in my daughter mind? I'm guessing you snuck down, Is Ramond still asleep?" I nodded as he took a seat opposite to me.

"So tell me, what's stressing my little wolf out?"

"I don't wanna talk about it." I mumbled.

"Why's that?"

"I don't want to... cry." it went quiet as the kettle boiling echoed out the silence.

"Ellie," he took my hand. "Talk to me, bottling it up, not gonna help you and... I'm your father. I haven't been in your life for over 10 years. Tell me, what's on your mind?"

"I'm scared."

"Of what honey?"

"Of losing Ramond," he was speechless.

"Yeah, I know it's petty -"

"No, no, it's not. It's normal. What's made you think that?"

"Just thinking back when we used to hate each other, to being pregnant with his kids... I love him so much that he's always been in my life either if it was him and I arguing or us together. I can't raise 3 kids. And yes, I have my family, but they need their father dad, like when I needed my mum... Marie was the best second mother I had. Ramond has the fear of me dying well... I have that fear, too... towards him. If he dies, it's my fault. He's doing it to protect me. It should be my battle... no one elses. He wants me. He killed mum in front of me... I wanna kill him myself, but I'm gonna be a mother, and the pups need their mum... so much has happened that I'm generally mind fucked" I blurted out as I wiped away a fallen tear. "Screw love to hate it was hate to love for us. I can't lose him dad" that's when I finally broke down.

My dad stood up coming towards me bringing me into a hug.

"Everything gonna be okay sweetie, I promise you that. We'll win this and then it'll be over. Your kids will have a peaceful home of no fear, yes there's gonna be an occasion of rogues, but that's normal. Now we're gonna drink this tea and you young lady are gonna go back to bed in your mate arms."

I nodded at that. "Ok"

We enjoyed our tea peacefully as I shared some personal information with my father to strengthen our bond.

I gently lowered my gaze and turned to look at my dad. "Thank you, Dad, for listening to me." "You're welcome, sweetheart," he replied. I smiled, but then my smile faded.

"Can I ask you something?..."

"Anything"

"Why... were you and mum fighting when I was a baby? She was... screaming at you and you let her slap you. Both your faces were covered in blood..."

His face paled at that. "I was a baby... but I remembered, I also remember both your reactions when you saw me..."

"It's because you were walking and we didn't realise you knew how to yet. It's a long story Ellie, just know this that your mother and I went through a lot! We both had our breaking points and lost our temper. All she wanted was for you, and Elliot was to not have a shitty upbringing... it failed on us miserably."

"It didn't." he looked at me after I said that.

"Look where we're sitting."

"I just only wish... your mother was sitting with us right now. " I took my father hand. "She left me behind, and Elliot. She's still here. "

"It amazes me seeing you all grown up, I missed 10 years of your childhood."

"Well... I'm still childish, so... you ain't missing much, " I giggled as he chuckled.

"You surprise me, sweetheart."

"I'm full of surprises." he just smiled at that. "Go get some sleep," I agreed, slowly getting up. "Night Ellie, I love you, my little baby wolf."

"I love you too, my vampire father" he playfully rolled his eyes at that.

I climbed up the stairs to my and Ramond room. He was still asleep peacefully, which made me smile.

I would carefully climb in, but seriously, there's no point. I lay on my side, getting comfy just as I closed my eyes, I felt a pair of arms go around me.

He leaned his chin on my shoulder as his hand stayed firmly on my bump. "I love you," he whispered.

I smiled at that. "I love you too." That is when I gradually closed my eyes, drifting into a peaceful sleep with a contented smile adorning my face.