Chapter 50 - Make this right

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Ellie POV

I slowly walked back into our room.

Ramond had his back to me sitting at the end of the bed.

"I'm sorry." I heard him mumble, breaking me out of my thoughts.

I closed the door and slowly crawled on the bed, wrapping my arms around him, leaning on his back.

He just looked down before turning his neck to look at me. "I should have believed you... you're just not that type of girl." he sighed.

"Elliot thinks someone drugging me, so he's gonna keep an eye out." 

"I should be protecting you, but instead, I've been hurting you..."

"You haven't... Ramond, I love you... I shouldn't have lost my anger like that out there."

He just stared at me. I gently stroke his cheek. He closed his eyes and sighed.

"This has got to stop! We're taking 2 days off. Your Dad can babysit, and I'll leave Clint in charge. How does that sound?"

I smiled and pecked his lips. "That sounds perfect."

He sighed.

"Can you answer honestly?"

I slowly nodded.

"How do you really feel?"

I looked down. "I don't know... empty. I barely see you, so I feel less supportive, but I understand you have Alpha duties." I looked up to him. "Tired... hungry, weak.." My voice broke saying the last word.

Ramond held on to me tighter as I broke down into tears

"Sometimes it's really hard to stay strong when you really just want to break down and cry."

"Shh," he cooed. "You're not alone, Ellie. I should have been supportive, I should have been a good father to be there for you and our kids."

I slowly met his gaze as he stared at me. He gently brushed the tears away with his thumb. "A beautiful woman like you shouldn't cry,"

I giggled a bit through my tears as he smiled.

"Let's go to bed," he gently pulled me back to the bedroom. 

I lay down drinking a glass of water. "It amazes me how you can get a glass water when I was in the bathroom for only a minute," he chuckled, climbing in the bed.

"You didn't leave it there for me?" I frowned.

"No, I never do because you always get mad when I pamper you," he started squeezing my cheek.

I groaned at that, pulling it away.

"Get some sleep." I nodded, closing my eyes, letting sleep consume me.

Ramond POV

She was out of it again. I slowly closed my eyes when one of the babies started crying.

I groaned at that, waiting for Ellie to get up since she always insists that I stay in bed, but she didn't. I frowned, slowly getting up.

She was still asleep. I shrugged it off and went into the babies' room.

Vincent was in there with Elliot. "I was waiting for my daughter to come in," he chuckled.

"She's finally sleeping."

"That's good."

I slowly took my daughter.

"Hello gorgeous," she squealed at me, giggling. "It amazes me. She knows who her parents are just by looking and feeling them." Vincent said.

Hope was staring at me smiling. I kissed her cheek. "Daddy, not gonna let anything happen to your princess."

"She will remember that."

"Good, because that's a promise."

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