ANOTHER CHAPTER ABOUT STUFF THAT'S NOT ABOUT FANDOMS!
YAY!
Not really.
So, today evening I told my crush that I like him.
Via text. Because that's kind of the only way we talk.
So I told him to text me when he's online and when he did I told him to please not freak out and and that I have a crush on him.
And then he said "No you don't."
And then I was naturally quite confused, so I said "What?"
And then he pointed out that we've met only once and then said that he's flattered.
To which I asked if it changed anything and then he said it didn't and basically he took it really well and he's being really nice about it, which is good I guess?
I don't know.
This is weird.
I hope nothing gets weird. I don't want things to get weird.
I don't like things changing. Nothing should ever change and I just want to avoid people for a couple of days and just binge watch something but I have exams and I don't want to fail and I need to study and I don't want to fail.
And I don't want him to ignore me but I'm kind of happy that I told him but I'm regretting it a lot. I DON'T WANT TO REGRET BUT I HAVE A HUGE CRUSH ON HIM AND I WANTED TO TELL HIM and now there's nothing I can do about it and I don't like that I can do nothing.
On a random note, I'm an INTP!
~Vika
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