xxix. FOR GODS SAKE HE DOESN'T LOVE YOU
written: september 14 two thousand 16
posted: september 20 two thousand 16
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I KNOW A GIRL WHO GIVES EVERY FIBER OF HER BEING
IN EXCHANGE FOR HIM
i.
all he has to do is look at her and she undoes herself to reveal the scars and broken bones and the flowers growing between the cracks but what the hell is she getting in return? a kiss on the cheek perhaps. a love bite on the right side of her neck behind her ear.
ii.
darling he will love another behind your back just like he did the first time. he made you his own on that very night and the next day he said you were nothing. you were no big deal. my love, you are another notch in his belt. you fell for it all and you fall for it everyday.
iii.
she is so deserving and worthy of being loved. she deserves the kind of love that will be good to her. the kind of love that will give her the world and ask for nothing in return. the kind of love you read about in books. the kind of love you see sparkling in the eyes of lovers that have been together since they were sixteen. he is not that kind of love. she says i love you and he says mhm. he is bitter and he is clingy and he is not giving her room to breathe and i am suffocated just looking at the two of them i can't remember the last time i saw her alone
iv.
honey he will suck all the love out of you and he will leave you lifeless. but when that time comes please remember i am a phone call away. i will come and i will pick up the pieces of you he left shattered on the floor. and then that boy better watch his back. because vengeance is as sweet as the honey that he once kissed off your lips.
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celestial
Poetry"positioned in or relating to the sky, or outer space" because everyone I love, loved, and will ever love does, has, and will fascinate me much like the stars in the sky do.
