The Story Of Another Us - L.H

CH.33

Luke's POV

"What is up this time." I mumbled to myself as I pressed send.

"What is what?" Calum who sat next to me in the van asked, leaning over to check out what I was doing. He smirked, bumping his shoulder with mine.

"Problem with your girlfriend?"

"Shut up, Cal." I groaned, just not in the mood for jokes and teasing.

"Seriously, Luke. You can tell me what's bothering you." he said.

I nodded my head sighing. "Jill's not talking to me."

"Did you guys fight or did anything happen for her to avoid you like this?" He asked.

"No, we didn't-" I pursed my lips, sinking in my seat. "Shit. I knew I shouldn't have confessed."

His eyes widened and the corners of his lips curled upwards. "You did? Finally! but wait what does it have to do with this? When did you even tell her?"

"Before we left Australia. We were fine after that but now I don't know what's the problem." I mumbled. "maybe she realized that she don't want me or my feelings for her."

"Oh god I risked the friendship now I'm left with nothing. I'm such an idiot." I whined, messing my hair out of frustration.

"You're whipped, mate." he chuckled. "Love really makes yoy crazy,huh?" he asked.

"Yeah. It turns you crazy." I chuckled.

"Don't think too much. She'll soon realize what she's been missing." he said, giving me a pat on the shoulder.

"Can't wait till she's mine." I sighed, thinking about her and the way she gets whiny when she's hungry.

You're driving me crazy.

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Jillienne's POV

"Will your phone ever shut up?" Aika said, groaning as my phone beeped again for what seemed like a hundredth time since we started the movie.

I ignored it knowing it was just probably one of the boys tweeting or sending me DMs. I haven't gone online for weeks.

"It will stop." I told her and she turned to look at me.

"That's your plan?" She raised a brow. "Avoid Luke and everyone close to him? like that would help you get over you feelings for him." She crossed her arms as she rolled her eyes.

"Do you have a better idea?" I asked softly. I knew from the start that running away won't fix anything. Feelings are hard to change, almost impossible.

"You get so upset over an interview, why don't you just tell him that you feel the same." She said.

I shook my head. "He said he's in love with me, Aika. I can't say that back."

"But you feel something."

"It can be love but not quite. I don't even know what I feel. They were right, I don't deserve someone like him and that I shouldn't tie him down. I'm not even sure about how I feel towards him." I bit my lower lip.

"His fans say that but not all of them, some fans would actually support you two if ever you start dating."

He'll get over it. He'll find someone else whos more deserving of his love. If I just keep my distance he'll eventually realize that I'm not worth it.

"He'll get over me." I muttered, and adjusted myself on the bed so I was sitting cross-legged.

"Jillienne, what did you do?" She asked almost whispering and when I turned to her I noticed that she was looking at my thigh. It wasn't a question though, she knew what she saw.

I looked down at my thighs and the ends of my shorts that were mid thigh length had rolled up, revealing my scars, some were still a little red meaning they were done not long ago.

I pursed my lip and pulled the covers over my legs.

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Another chap will be up in a few, I think...... 😂
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