The Story Of Another Us - L.H

CH.51

Jillienne's POV

I woke up and saw Luke sitting next to me. He was on his phone and didn't seem to notice that I was already awake. I pursed my lips and stayed quiet, not knowing what to say.

What do couples do when they fight?

We've had a lot of fights but those were different because now we're together and in one place.

I have no idea how this relationship thing works. Oh god, did already mess it up?

I let out a heavy sigh which made him turn to me.
"Morning." I said, almost sounding like a squeak and I mentally cursed myself for acting so nervous. He mumbled a quick 'morning' before he got up and walked to the bathroom.

Well, that was cold.

I headed downstairs to use the bathroom, walking past Ash who was cooking and Cal and Mikey who were in the living room, not forgetting to greet them a good morning. Once I was done I walked to the living room where Calum was sleeping and sat on the other side of the L-shaped couch next to Mikey who was busy playing some game on his phone. I saw Luke in the kitchen that was just across the living room, he was talking to Ash while helping him make breakfast.

"He's still mad at me." I sighed.

"He's so different when he's mad, I hate it." I pulled the hood over my head and placed my head on Mikey's shoulder.

"You two always fight though." Mikey said. I shook my head against his shoulder.

"This one's different. Back then we were just friends and most of the fights happened on Skype not like this, he's just over there." I told him. "What do I do, Mikey."

"You two will make up in no time. No worries, Princess." He gave my head a few pats

"You guys had already forgiven me, why is he still mad? It's not like I did it on purpose, I really didn't mean it."

"You just really had him worried. He was the one most worried about you last night. He may be mad at you right now but if there's anyone who can soften him up, it's you." He said making me push my hood off of my head to look at him.

"Who just spoke?" I asked him.

"Well, you don't get to hear Mighty Mikey's wise words often." He chuckled and I laughed when he tried to fix his nonexistent glasses.

We were called by Ashton to have breakfast. Everything was normal except for Luke not talking to any of us, the only thing the boys got from him was a nod, that was it. After breakfast I offered to wash the plates but Calum insisted because it was his chore to do so, apparently they take turns on who should wash the dishes. I went to the room I shared with Luke to take a shower and was taking out my change of clothes when I heard the door close, looking over my shoulder I saw Luke sitting by the edge of the bed.

God knows how much I wanted to run to him and cuddle with him until he forgives me but I was torn between doing that and letting him be.

should I talk to him?

I was never good with apologies and expressing my feelings. I couldn't even read what he was thinking last night.

I don't know what I should do! Jillienne think!

"You and Michael seem to be getting along really well." He suddenly spoke, cutting off my thoughts.

"What?" I asked in a low voice, not even sure if he did say something.
The silence grew louder and I didn't like it one bit.

"Is it really me? Did you agree to be my girlfriend because you have feelings for me?" He asked but it didn't sound like he was asking. There was something about the tone of his voice, he sounded like he was doubting me. That was quite a way to break a deafening silence.

"W-What?"

"Is it really me? Am I really the one you want to be with?"

"Luke," I said sternly, my grip on my clothes tightened and my knuckles were turning white.
"Say it, Hem."

He sat on the edge of the bed with his head in his hands.

"Michael."

"You think I'd do that to you? That I'd use you to get to your friend?" The words painfully came out of my mouth and I could feel my throat drying up. I waited for an answer but nothing came out of his mouth.

"I don't know how it turned out like this, but I'm glad I got to know what you think of me." I stared at the floor, trying to hold back my tears.

"Let's just stop-let's forget about us ever dating." I whimpered.

I stormed out of the room, dropping my clothes to the ground and disregarding the idea of a shower. I just wanted to get out, the last thing I wanted was to stay in the same room as him.

I dashed past the boys downstairs and ignored their calls as I headed to the bathroom, locking myself inside. I turned on the sink to conceal my sobs. I sat in the tub and pulled my knees to my chest, ignoring the knocks coming from the other side of the door.

Why would he think like that?

I would never do something like that, especially to him, he should've known. He has always been better at expressing his feelings than and I know I don't express mine well enough but how could he think that I don't love him, when he's all I've ever loved.

I cursed myself for being such a crybaby. I was never good at handling an argument. Being together with Luke and getting in a fight him reminded me of my parents and how I would hide inside my closet so I wouldn't have to hear them screaming at each other.

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Another update uhm k 😂
Y u such an ass lucas
This isnt a happy book to begin with ok there will be chapters like this one, a lot more scenes with fighting and stuff 😂😂

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