The Story Of Another Us - L.H

CH.64

Jillienne's POV

I woke up and my hand automatically went to the space next to me to snuggle closer to Luke like I normally do, but he wasn't there. I sat up and looked around the room but he was nowhere to be found, my eyes then landed on the clock hanging on the wall.

I frowned.

Where would he be at 7 in the morning?

I got out of bed and showered. I put on an oversized sweater and a pair of short then headed to the kitchen where his mom and celeste were.

"Goodmorning sweetheart." Liz greeted me and Celeste smiled. I greeted them and offered to help them make breakfast but they were almost done so I was told to set up the table instead.

"Luke is out with his brothers. They wanted to go for a swim." Celeste spoke and I turned to her.

"You've been looking around so I figured you were searching for him." She laughed and I smiled.

"I'm sorry. I'm just not used to him getting out of bed so early." I told her and shd shool her head with a smile on her face.

"It's okay." she laughed and patted my back. "How about this, you go get them while I finish setting up."

I eagerly nodded a yes and scurried out of the house to the beach. When I got to the beach my eyes scanned the placd and soo I found Ben and Jack getting out of the water , then I spotted Luke, with 3 women around him. I didn't approach them, I just stood there waiting for them to finish talking.

They didn't look like they were fans of the band, they don't even look like they listen to that kind of music. I'm not the type to judge someone for the way they look but they got me worried, and I wasn't wrong, one of the women held Luke's arm, feeling him as she flirtatiously smiled at him.

They were in their wet bikinis and they were hot, any guy would drool over them, even Luke looked like he was in cloud nine.

A loud sigh escaped my lips. He looked good with someone hot. He should be with someone like them not a girl who eats way too much sweets and owns more band shirts and skinny jeans than cute dresses and crop tops.

"Oh hey baby sis?"

I looked to my side and saw Jack and Ben smilling at me.

"We're having breakfast." I said quietly.

"Oh, okay. Let me just go get— oh! Hey Luke!" Jack called him and he ran towards us. He greeted me and was about plant a kiss on my forehead when I stepped back. They glanced at each other and Luke was about to speak when I cut him off.

"Let's go." I said, turning around and walking back to the house.

When we got inside they all went to their rooms and took a quick shower before we started eating breakfast. I sat next to Luke but we didn't speak to each other or anything, except for a few glances he gave me.

I headed to our room and straight to the bathroom, stopping in front of the mirror. My hands gripped on the marble counter as I studied every inch of my face.

Why did he even pick someone like me?

I lack in everything, I knew that. Being with someone as perfect as Luke doesn't help with the fact that I hate myself and everything about me, everytime I'd see someone as perfect as he is I would always question his love for me, when I shouldn't.

I got lost in my thoughts that I didn't even notice that someone had walked in until I was spun and cornered against the counter.

"What's wrong?" He softly asked. I didn't even dare to look at him as I shook my head.