The Story Of Another Us - L.H

CH. 65

Jillienne's POV

Everything went well, it almost seemed like a dream. The holidays we spent together with his family was wonderful, it felt like I was home and that they were also my family during my stay. Luke and I were doing great, our relationship stronger than ever.

And then we had to go back and the tour took off. It was getting really stressful for them most especially Luke, he's the one feeling the most pressured about the tour and it has been stressing him out big time.

So far so good. They've been doing better and better every tour. but what's the catch?

Usually something bad will happen when good things start flowing in, And in this case it's us. They do say that there will always a rough time in every relationship, don't they?

Everything was perfect and we were all happy and excited. What happened to that? Sometimes I even wish the tour didn't have to happen.

Selfish right?

"Babe? Let's talk about what happened."

His voice echoed and it almost hurt to hear his voice.

Crying in the bathroom with neverending maybes running in my head has turned into a routine everytime we fight.

Maybe if this tour didn't have to happen maybe we were happy.

Maybe if I didn't control him just like he said maybe he wouldn't get tired of me.

And maybe— Maybe if I didn't come to this party maybe I wouldn't have caught him with some blondie.

But what do you do when you catch the person you love with all of your heart pressed against somebody else? You forgive him. You take all the pain and keep it inside because what else can you do when he's all you've got and can't imagine a life without him.

I wiped my tears away and took a deep breath before stepping out of the stall and out if the bathroom where he was standing.

"Hey, listen. It wasn't what it looked like."

Sure it wasn't.

"She threw herself at me and kissed me."

You could've avoided her like how you used to. But you didn't.

"I pushed her off me. You saw it."

Because you saw me.

I wanted to scream at him and hit him but I tried not to, it would just lead to a bigger fight and I always end up losing everytime anyway.

"Just forget about it, Luke."

And then it led to us not speaking for days, and I realized that we had became so good at it that silence don't kill us anymore. Even I liked the silence better, compared to us yelling and throwing things at each other, this is better.

I would've gone home, really. But I couldn't bring myself to do it, to pack up and leave everything behind, I can't do it.

I had forgotten what life was like before I met Luke.

—

Now we're stuck in a moving bus with nowhere to go. How are we supposed to ignore each others existence if we have to sleep together in his bunk.

Great.

"Okay, next question." Ashton spoke, scrolling down the hashtag he had told the fans to use to send in questions that they will be answering during this game he started on twitter thus we were all gathered in the living room area of the bus.

"The best thing that ever happened to you except for the band. This one's for Luke." Ashton read, looking over to Luke who was sat on the seat across me.

I zoned out remembering when Luke was asked about it on twitter years ago.

Probably still his ex-girlfriend.

I looked up and saw that everyone's eyes were on me. My eyes met Luke's and it couldn't tell what was on his mind.

What did I do? Wait... did I—
I said that out loud didn't I?

"You know what? I've had enough of this. You don't let me talk about what happened by telling me to just forget about it! You don't get to throw things like this at me, Jillienne!" Luke snapped and harshly threw the pick he was playing with before going to his bunk.

"You went a little overboard." Calum spoke, breaking the silence.

"I didn't mean to say it out loud. And what was so offensive about it? He was the one who said it in the first place."

"What the fuck happened to you two?" Michael mumbled sadly.

"Your fights are getting worse." Ashton commented.

"Maybe it'll be over soon." I mumbled.

I wasn't just talking about the fighting and yelling, maybe I was talking about us. I would never want to break up with Luke, but if he breaks up with me I won't have a choice.

"You're not gonna leave...are you?" Calum asked worriedly. I turned to them and they all looked broken. I forced a smile, shaking my head.

"We'll work it out, right?" I let out a low chuckle.

"He's just having a really hard time." Ashton said and I nodded my head.

"I'm trying, Ash."

"I know. He loves you and you've been really supportive and understanding, princess. Don't give up on him, yeah?" Ashton ruffled my hair causing me to giggle.

"I won't."

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