Luke's POV
I woke up to the ray of sunlight hitting my face. I tried opening my eyes but the moment I saw the light my head pounded, making me wince as I sat up, my hand gazed over a hard object next to me. I opened my eyes and saw my luggage next to me, it was empty, clothes were all over the bed and the room looked trashed.
"What the hell happened in here"
I mumbled as I set my foot down from the bed. I felt that I stepped on something, looking down I saw a familiar bracelet on the floor, and then I realised something.
She's got to be here.
I took the bracelet and shot up from the bed, looking for her in every corner of the trashed room.
"Where is she?" I ran to the bathroom sliding the door open but she wasn't there either. I walked out, dazed, I couldn't remember what happened last night.
"Luke!"
I turned to where the voice came from and saw Calum standing by the door with a terrified look on his face.
"You're bleeding!" He panicked, eyeing on my foot. "Why are you walking around with your bare feet?! There are shards of glass everywhere!" He pointed out and I looked down on the floor and saw broken glass all over and blood.
"Where is Jill? She was here! I'm sure she was here, Calum!" I screamed, my hands groping on my hair in frustration.
"I can't remember anything."
The terrified look on his face had turned into something wretched, and that alarmed me.
"What happened last night?"
"We should disinfect your cut."
"CALUM! TELL ME WHAT HAPPENED!"
He pursed his lips, looking away from me.
"I'M ABOUT TO LOSE MY FUCKING MIND TRYING TO REMEMBER!" I took out my phone from the front pocket of my jeans, dialling her number.
I put my hand down when I heard ringing coming from the bed. I walked over to where the sound was coming from, ignoring the stinging sensation on my foot. I pulled the covers and saw her phone on the bed. I stood by the bed staring at her phone, letting it ring as I spaced out, the memory from last night coming back to me.
"Don't touch me."
"Maybe we're better off apart after all."
No, it has to be a dream.
My legs went weak and I fell down, sitting beside the bed with my head in my hands.
"This is not real," I chanted over and over again.
It can't be real. We're not done. It's not over between us.
"Luke,"
"Luke! Snap out of it!"
I looked up and saw Ashton's worried face looking down on me. He sat in front of me and pulled my foot towards him.
"Jesus christ," he grimaced at the look of my bleeding foot. "What were you thinking?!"
"What was I thinking, really," I buried my face in my hands. "How could I do that to her..."
"You remember now?" Ashton asked as he clean my cuts. "We don't know what happened in here last night but when she walked out she looked-" he paused, letting out a heavy sigh.
"I told her things I shouldn't have said." I cried in my hands. "I promised her that I'd never hurt her, Ash. I'm horrible- I'm the worst."
The image of her pushing me away, the look on her face when I told her words I didn't mean, every scene from last night haunting me.
"What the fuck was I thinking?! How could I do that to her?!" I cried, my curled up fist hitting my head a few times before Ashton held my wrist to stop me.
"She hates me now, Ashton. I would hate me if I were her."
"Luke," he placed a hand on my shoulder. "Is it really too late to get her back?"
Ashton left after he wrapped my foot, fortunately the cuts weren't that deep that I didn't have to get stitches at the hospital. I reached for my phone and stared at my lockscreen wallpaper, a photo of us together we took last Christmas, we were grinning at thr camera with our heads pressed together.
"He would never hurt her." I mumbled, looking at myself in the image.
I unlocked my phone, going on every every app I know that I can get a hold of her, she left the phone I gave her but she got her laptop with her, she's gonna be on any of these apps somehow. The last one I went to was twitter, she haven't tweeted anything and as I checked my timeline I noticed photos from last night posted by some fans who stayed outside the whole night.
@/5sosupdates: we and some fans saw jillienne going inside the hotel 5sos are staying at last night she didnt stop to talk or anything 1/3
@/5sosupdates: we also spotted her leaving the hotel the same night. She looked like she was crying so we didnt bother her 2/3
@/5sosupdates: its hard to tell bcos she was covering her face but these are photos from last night :( 3/3
Attached were 3 photos of Jillienne, her hood was pulled down and her hand covered the lower half of her face. But one photo before she got inside the cab showed that her face was clearly red and her eyes were puffy.
"I did this. I fucking did this." I grabbed a fist of my hair, tears rolling down my cheeks as I sent her DMs.
@Luke5sos: please I didnt mean everything I said please lets talk
@Luke5sos: jillienne let me explain dont say its over please
@Luke5sos: im so sorry i dont want to lose you i love you
I dropped my phone and sobbed into my hands.
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The Story Of Another Us - L.H
Fanfiction"I know what I feel. I love you." "Why? Luke, I'm a handful and you can't have me around without feeling the weight. You don't need me, And I need to learn not to need you." A childhood memory turning into something more. ----------- TRIGGER WARNING...
