CH.45

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(A/N: so wattpad acted up and didn't post this chapt so I had to republished it! Sorry !)

Jillienne's POV

"What song?" Luke asked, strumming while waiting for my reply. I had requested earlier that he play me a song, I haven't seen him perform live and I couldn't ask them to do so since they didn't bring their instruments with them. He sat across me on the bed with my bestfriend's guitar in his hand since I am musically challenged and don't own any instrument, because really, what's the point of owning one if you can't play it.

"I can't pick which of your songs I like the most." I bit my finger nail, one of my nasty habits.

"I like your shirt." He said that made me look at the shirt I have on. I just got out of shower and had put on a black Sleeping with Sirens with blue print of the band name and a pair of shorts, the shirt was a large and goes down mid thigh.

"Whose shirt is that?" He asked in a flat tone making me raise a brow.

"Mine?" I said.
Who else really?

"Really. That's pretty big on you if you ask me." He mumbled.

I let out a sigh when I finally figured out what he was trying to say.
"It's mine, Luke." I said firmly. "Who would leave their shirt in my apartment? You're the first guy to come over."

He bit his lower lip and nodded his head.

I smiled. "Gotta get out."

He chuckled. "Classic."

"It's one of my favorites." I grinned.

"I know." He chuckled and started playing.

" Even when the sky is falling down
Even when the earth is crumbling 'round my feet

Even when we try to say goodbye
And you can cut the tension with a knife in here

'Cause I know what'll happen
If we get through this

And if the earth ends up crumbling down to its knees baby"

I just stared at him as he played and I couldn't stop smiling, there was something about the way he say the word 'baby' and it was starting to make my heart flutter.

"And if we fall
It's not your fault
Shadows covering
Our selfish foes
And as our love,
Can go out on a high note ...

He looked at me and smiled, his perfectly white teeth showing and his dimples forming.

Ugh Please Help me God.

"We just gotta get out
We just gotta get out"

He finished and I started clapping like the fangirl I am. He totally deserves all the recognition he's been getting, he has the talent and not just the looks. The boys deserve all the attention and the fans.

I rested my chin on my hand and studied his face. A face I won't get to look at as close as now until who knows when.

He's definitely a work of art.

"What do you wanna do next?" He asked placing the guitar down on the side of the bed.

"Stare at you." I blurted out, not aware that I was thinking out loud again.

"Okay then." He let out a chuckle and brought his face close to mine.

"What?"

"You said you wanted to stare at me." He stayed still and stared back at me. My eyes landed on his pair of blue eyes and I couldn't help but smile, remembering the first time I got to look at them up close when we were little.

"You're eyes just got prettier." I mumbled, my eyes not leaving his.

"And you're still obsessed with them I see." He laughed and I noticed something on his face.

"The dimple on your upper cheek." I smiled at him.

"The what?"

"When you laugh you get another dimple right about here." My left hand reached out to his face and touched the spot where the dimple formed earlier when he laughed.

"Hey," He placed his hand on top of mine that was on his cheek. "Can I try something?"

I stared at his eyes and was about to speak when he pulled me in. My eyes widened when I felt his lips on mine and the cold metal of his lip ring against my lower lip. We stayed like that for a few seconds and I could feel my heart beating like crazy and I stopped breathing until he pulled away, stopping a few inches away from my face. My eyes blinked fast still processing what just happened.

Okay, so what just happened?

"Fuck." I heard him curse and I looked down to see his face buried in his hands.

"Oh god, that felt so right. I really do love you..." He mumbled in his hands. "I love you a lot."

He stood up and his face was painted with red.

"I need to go." He said in a low voice, avoiding my eyes.

"Wait what?" I blinked fast. He took his phone and his flannel that was on the bed.

"Can I send you off tomorrow?" I asked him hesitantly and he looked surprised. I guess he really don't like being sent off when he has to leave, just like his Mom had told me.

"Our flight is 2 in the morning, Mae. You can't."

"Why not? I can go with Aika."

"It's-" He ran his hand through his hair and sighed. "You just can't okay? It's not safe."

"What am I? a baby?" I muttered frowning. I wanted to at least see him one last time tomorrow. I crossed my arms and leaned against the headboard, the frown not leaving my face.

"I'm sorry, I'll message you before we board. Promise." He kissed my cheek and walked out of my room.When I heard the front door slam shut I rolled over to grab my phone, sending a DM to Ashton.

@JillieBeanie: ash flight details please? don't tell Luke.🙏

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I was supposed to publish this earlier but i kinda forgot to ok
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