My Best Friend

Chapter 25

TIM POV: I really want to marry Faith and soon. I kinda want to be married before our baby boy comes, but it just seems like Faith does not want the same things as I do. I believe even with our schedules being busy with both of us working on our albums and performing at different places around town, that we can still plan a wedding and get married before the baby comes. I'm beginning to wonder if she wants to get married to me at all. We got home from the Bluebird where Faith performed, she's an amazing singer, one of, if not one of the best voices ever. She can definitely sing! I was lying in bed when Faith walked in the bedroom. "Tim we need to talk" "yeah okay" I said and sat more up. "look I love you and I want to marry you but.." "But what? is all this too soon? to get married that is?" "It's not that, Look I just don't want to plan a rush wedding" "I understand that but.." "But what Tim? Say it" "okay fine, it just seems lately you've been avoiding me, avoiding the subject of getting married" "That's not true" "Look I don't want to fight with you" "Well I don't either, but you brought all this up" "yeah because I want to marry you more than anything and was hoping we can do it before the baby is born" "I'm sorry, I'm just not ready for it yet. I'm just starting my career, I have..we have too much going on. You're also just starting your career, so what is the big rush?" "No rush, forget it" I said and walked away. I went in the living room and sat on the couch, trying to clear my head. Why did I go off on her? I need to make this right. I started to walk to the bedroom when Faith was coming out. "Where you going?" "To the guest room" "Why?" "Because Tim I can't even look at you right now" "Wait..please" "Why so you could come down on me more?" "NO that's not it. Look I'm sorry okay, I didn't mean it" "Yes you did. I know you Tim" "I'm really sorry, Look you're right. Things are just too crazy right now and you don't need the stress of anything else" "Tim it's fine okay, I'm fine" "no it's not! Yes I want to marry you as soon as possible, yes I was hoping we'd be married before the baby comes, yes I'm a little disappointed but I understand. I love you more than anything and I don't want to lose you" "You're not going to lose me and I understand. I love you and as much as I want to marry you, I just don't think the timing right now is right" "The thing is Faith, will there ever be a right time?" She thought about it. "yeah you're right, okay lets do it" "Seriously?" "yeah" I smiled and kissed her. "Wait, how are we going to.." "I have an idea" I said and than took out my phone. After a couple of calls, everything was in place. "okay so how does October 6th sound?" "That's in a couple of weeks" "Yes it is, but my aunt has this huge backyard she said we can use. My sisters said they would cook and cater and my mom said she can make the cake" "so everything is set?" "yeah" She had the biggest smile "okay I say Mr McGraw, it's a go" We than shared a long slow kiss. "I can't wait for you to be my wife"