My Best Friend

Chapter 47

FAITH POV: "please tell me you believe me, please" Tim pleaded. I didn't know what to think, but I do know I love him more than anything. But seeing him and another woman kissing, just killed me inside. "Tim..I..I can't do this" "FAITH please!" "Shhh. lower your voice" "Sorry. Look I would never cheat on you" "Tim you've changed a lot. You started drinking, you've lied to me and now this. How am I supposed to believe you?" "I don't know. I just thought after everything we have gone through you would trust me to know I would never ever cheat on you ever!" I thought about it. I remember when we were first dating. I'd see other girls try to flirt with him or try to get him to dump me but he would have no part of it. He would always say I was the only girl for him.  "Faith please, tell me you believe me please! I can't go on without you" I was just quiet. He then got up and walked to the back of the bus. After a few minutes I got up. I walked in the bedroom and he was sitting on the bed looking at something and crying. I sat down next to him. "I remember that" I said pointing to the pictures he was looking at. "yeah me too. I first told you I loved you on this date" he then showed me a picture of us when were at one of our favor burger places. We would get one chocolate milk shake and get 2 straws and share it.  That place will always be special to me, to us both. I think we were dating for about a month or so when Tim told me he loved me. "yeah me too, you really surprised me that day" "yeah, I remember before we moved to Nashville. I told you how much I loved you and wanted to be with you forever. I never wanted any other woman but you for the rest of my life and I still do" I started to get tears form in my eyes. "I'm sorry" "no don't be it's okay. I know you were telling me the truth. I saw it all" "you did? than.." "I don't know, it was just that image and seeing her kissing you, I just lost it! I know you love me, I know you wouldn't do anything to mess up our family but than I was thinking back to right before that happened, how you two were all smiling and laughing with each other and than the kiss" "I'm so sorry Faith!" I smiled. "look its been a long day, I am tired and just want to sleep we will talk more in the morning" "okay, so are we just going to stay on the bus to get back home?" "yeah" "okay let me tell Chris" he said and got up to tell the bus driver. He shortly came back.  We got in bed to go to sleep. I just couldn't sleep. Thinking of everything that happened today and over the past several months. Did we move to fast with our relationship? did we get married to fast? I mean we are both still very young. My brain would just not shut down.