Clandestine (Calum Hood)

12. Gossip Girl References

A/N : Sorry for the wait. It's been a rough week. Enjoy.

P.s. I'm making my good friend Retaj Ashton's gf cause she comments all the time and tweets me and gives feedback and is a huge fan of this story and supports it. So thanks Retaj!

Comment your fav show and why. Mines Gossip Girl(: x

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Amelia's Pov


I quickly moved my hand from his chest and he stared at me.

His face had no expression.

"Goodbye Amelia."

He walked down the sidewalk and into his car, then sped off.

He left me there with tears and a heavy heart.

I needed some serious help.






In the morning I called my close friend from London, Retaj.

I spilled everything to her.

"He sounds like an ass." she said over the phone.

"Well, he sort of is. Sometimes.."

"You know who Calum and this Michael guy remind me of?"

I laughed. "Calum is Definetely a Chuck Bass."

She laughed too. "And this Michael sounds more like a Nate. Who do you pick Blair?"

"I am so not a Blair! If anything you're a Blair."

"No way. I'm a Serena, I need my Dan Humphrey. You're more like Jenny."

"Okay okay enough with the Gossip Girl references." I giggled. "I miss you Retaj. Sydney sucks. I pretty much have no one."

"ugh I wanted it to be a surprise but you sound miserable. I'm flying to Sydney."

I screamed into the phone. "No way! Retaj I love you!!"

"what can I say, I'm the best."

"Indeed you are!"





I laid on the couch all day and watched Netflix. I had no urge to move.


Until the doorbell rang.

"Great." I mumbled.

I opened the door and saw Michael. "Hi." he said looking sad.

"Hey, you ok?"

He nodded.

"Well. Come in?"

"Thanks."

He stepped inside and I closed the door. "So.."

"There's some things that you need to know that no ones telling you." he blurted.

"What are you talking about? Like what?"

"I just don't know if I should be the one to tell you.."

"You have to tell me now."

The doorbell rang again. "Ugh." I groaned.

I opened the door again, "Ashton?"

"Hey Amelia. I came to get Michael." he shot his eyes at Michael. "Let's go. Now."

"Ashton-"

"Michael you can't do this leave it alone."

"Both of you shut up." they both looked at me in shock. "You're going to tell me what's going on and you're going to tell me now."

I guess my inner Blair was coming out.

They both looked down. "Michaels just making shit up. Right Michael?" Ashton said.

Michael looked at me. "Yeah. Sorry for wasting your time."

Michael walked towards the door and opened it. I grabbed his arm and he spun around and kissed me.

It was so unexpected.

It was nice to. But I could only think about-

I opened my eyes and pulled away.

To see Calum on my lawn. Standing there, no expression.

Ashton sighed. "You fucked up.." he whispered at Michael.

"Calum." I whispered.

Calum calming turned around and walked off.

"I'm sorry." Michael said.

No.

If Calums going to play with my feelings I'll do it right back.

"Don't be." I wrapped my arm around Michael and kissed him back.

What am I doing?





Michael asked me to go with him Catherine and Luke tonight to dinner then he asked if I could come over afterwards for a movie.

I told him yes and got ready.

I hadn't spoke to Cat since her creepy lecture she gave me but I was hoping we'd get over it.

It was time to leave and I was going to drive to the address of the restaurant Michael texted me.

I was just wearing my dark blue dress and a jacket. Nothing too fancy.

I grabbed the car keys of the counter and opened the front door.

And Calum was at the bottom step of the porch.

I took a step down and was facing him. "What do you want?"

"Don't, go." he said in a low voice.

"How did you know I was going?"

"I know everything. Not to mention your friend Michael likes to brag."

"I'm going. I don't care what you say. Move."

He didn't move a muscle. "No."

"Calum move."

"No."

"Calum!" I groaned.

"You don't belong with him."

"Then who do I belong with?"

"Me."

"Really? Because last night you hated me."

He shook his head. "There's things you don't understand."

"Like what?"

"Do you remember your 14th birthday Amelia?"

"What? I don't know I.."

"Do you remember anything past your 15th birthday?"

I closed my eyes to think hard. It was all blank. "I don't understand.."

"Don't go."

A tear escaped my eye. I was confused. "I'm going. And I'm going to have a good time."

"Amelia I said don't go."

"Why?" I yelled. "Tell me why Calum."

"I can't."

"I know why. Say it."

"Say what?" he hissed at me.

"Three words. Eight letters.."

He stared at me. Silently.

I scoffed. "Just like Chuck Bass. Goodbye Calum."

I pushed him out of the way and walked down the sidewalk. "What the hell is a Chuck Bass?" he asked.

I unlocked my car and didn't turn around. "It's what you are. Figure it out."

I got inside and slammed the car door. And sped off.

But instead of going to the restaurant I went to the beach.

It was pretty empty. I found a completely empty spot and took my sandals off. I tried to think back but couldn't.

I cried until I could barely breath.