Clandestine (Calum Hood)

22. Ruined Moments

Amelias Pov

"Cat.." I said slowly and she shot me a glare.

Luke's face looked so, pained. "Pregnant.."

Cat nodded. "I'm so sorry.. I know you hate me, all of you, so if you want nothing to do with me or the baby, I'd understand."

Luke gasped. "Of course not! Come on, let's go outside."

Retaj spoke up. "I feel like this isn't a good time, but I have some news too.."

I frowned, just great.

Retaj hugged Ashton. "Amelia I have to go back home for a while, my nans not doing so well and.. Ashton is coming with."

"Retaj no." I gave her a hug and tried not to cry. I can't be alone with everything that's going on.

"I'm sorry, I won't be long. Please don't be sad."

I sniffled, "when do you leave.."

"We actually have to get going soon. like tomorrow morning.. I know it's crazy but we just found out."

"I understand.."

Calum came up and held my hand, letting me know I still had him.

The rest of the night was quiet. Luke and Cat left together then Ashton and Calum left. I talked to Retaj about everything that was going on and she gave me a huge hug.

"I'm so sorry I'm leaving while you're going through this."

"It's okay, your nan is more important."

"So, are you and Calum going to.. be together?"

I smiled at the thought. "I'm not sure."

"Well one things for sure, he really cares about you."

I smiled. My phone went off and I saw that it was Cat calling. "One sec." I said to Retaj.

I got up from the couch and walked into the kitchen. "What the hell Cat? I thought by a plan you were going to do something nice for Luke not lie."

"It won't be lying for long. I just have to get Luke to myself for a night and then I'll be telling the truth."

"Cat don't. that's so wrong.."

"What's wrong is that there's still things no one's telling you about."

"Cat you have to tell me, please."

"Ah ah ah. You did good, but I won't give the info until I'm really pregnant, got it?"

I took a deep breath. I had to chose between Luke and my own needs.

I hung up the phone and went back to Retaj who was asleep on the couch. I grabbed a blanket and put it over her then went to bed myself.

it took me forever to fall asleep but before I knew it I was being awoken by Retaj who jumped on my bed, "I'm going to miss youuuuuu!"

I groaned. "You're leaving already?"

"Yes, but I'll be back before you know it! No need to get up, you know I hate goodbyes so see you soon!"

I stayed in bed for about thirty more minutes when I knew she was for sure gone.

I got up and went downstairs to the kitchen. There were pancakes and a note.

Come over tonight, 8:30.

I hope you like them.

See you later love,

xx Calum.

I smiled, and ate the delicious pancakes.

I took a shower and flipped my hair around so it was wavy.

I wore my light skinny jeans and a dark blue blouse, added some makeup abd accessories and was on my way to see Calum.

I got there and Calum greeted me at the door. "Hello love."

"Hi." I blushed.

we walked inside and sat on the couch. he looked at me. "I just had to see you."

I smiled.

We talked for a while, about life and other things, and suddenly we were laughing and our hands were holding each other, fingers intertwined.

Once the laughing stopped he looked at me, and we were kissing.

This kiss felt serious, it seemed needed. His hands started slowly exploring my body. I was on my back on the couch and our lips never separated.

I wanted Calum.

I've never done this before, but it felt right, and natural.

My hands slipped under his shirt and I felt his warm chest.

He started kissing my neck and a moan escaped my mouth.

His hands were on my hips

And then there was a loud knock on the door.

Calum groaned and got up and I sat up.

He sighed loudly and I chuckled to myself.

He knelt in front of me and kissed my forehead. "We'll continue this later.." he whispered.