I can feel it
Pulling away
Shoving down words I want to say
Hiding tears I don't want you to see
So you don't know this hurts me.
I never told you how it felt
Sitting at his grave
But it feels like I did yesterday.
I just skipped over it
Needed a new topic.
Now you say you need more time
I feel you have it in your mind
To never let me
Be who I'm really supposed to be.
It's an extended punishment
For something I've tried to fix
You'll never say it
That's how I feel
You've come too close
To saying that's real.
