I wonder if you think
Before you speak to me
I'm trying to keep
The tears from spilling
You're either unaware
Or like the old you
You don't care.
Some moments make me wonder
Why I didn't walk out the door
Pack up everything I own
Start all over.
You told me to be quiet
That I was wrong
I tried to keep it down
And make it go away.
It's like I can't please you lately
No matter what I do
Unless I'm naked.
There's more to me than that
I thought you saw it
We're just taking steps back.
Some moments open my eyes
To what's not even a surprise
I should have known
I set myself up
It's going back to the old pattern.
I learned a new way to be
Hoping you would learn along with me
I thought you had
I'm seeing now you didn't
Now I'm just left wondering
Where this will lead.
