You didn't die
For me to hurt
I'm supposed to be surrounded by live
Living the life
You made me strong enough to live.
Not always easy as it looks
I forget the armor I wear
Isn't weightless
It gets heavy some days
My tears wash it away.
Flashes of fear
Last seconds
But I freeze
Unsure what to think
Forget which me
I am
Which me I'm supposed to be
Time changes situations
But not everything
Doesn't wash away memories.
