i forget why

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Is there a limit
I haven't found it
I stayed because I thought you changed
Thinking I made a mistake

What is too much
I guess I haven't seen enough
You're going back and so am I
So tough to not cry
When I'm doing so much
To save what's left of us

I know you try too
I still end up hurt
Breaking into pieces
After I got put back together
I didn't think it would be like this
I would have walked if I did
Nothing is perfect
I didn't expect it to be
I just hoped to be happy.

This time the battle is all mine
I don't have extra support
When I fall apart
He's gone and I can't bring him back.
I'm fighting as hard as I can
But I forget why
When I have tears in my eyes
I forget why
When I doubt myself daily
When I know I'm better.

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