I'm not always strong
I still get stuck
I still break
Some things are hard to take.
Memory books and Facebook events
So hard to write in them
To put into words
How he changed my world
How he changed me
Sometimes I still break
When I find words
To tell his kids
How much he loved them.
I still cry
When it's all too much
No one should have to do this
Lose someone too young
With a life to finish
Kids to raise
Love to give
Even if he didn't see it
And have to find words
To try to explain what he meant
Because sometimes it's hard
When you're still fixing your heart.
Sometimes I still break
The memories are hard to take.
Most days I'm okay
Some days I'm not
It's hard
One day at a time
That's the thought in my mind.
