You won't judge
That's great
But these thoughts
These feelings
Are so hard to say.
It's not just for fun
Not just sexual
I like women for who they are
The same way I always loved you
For your big loving heart.
It's not "oh let's bring someone new home"
To me that's just wrong
I wasn't ready before
It just wasn't the right time
Way too many things clouded my mind
I'm not totally ready yet
If I'm ever gonna do this
I'm on my way there.
I have to do this on my own terms
Say it in my own words
Don't push me
I'll pull away
Then it may never happen
I need to feel safe
But yet open
To find someone
Who may be the different love
That I was looking for all along.
