I lost my heart
I lost my hope
But yet I had your support
Then there's this
Nothing I did
You say I let them run over me
If I did why am I fighting?
I can't keep fighting you
Hiding behind a wall
Protecting myself all the time
From the back of my mind
Or in real life
It's too hard to live like this
What do you expect
Me to do next?
Back to hiding
My pain and real feelings.
Not sure why
I expected more
Not sure why
I hoped for better
It happened for a while
But now it's all
Looking like before
Questioning your motives
Your sincerity
Why you really need me
The reasons you want me.
I can handle this and more
You've seen it before
So don't be surprised
If my trust disappears before your eyes.
