Open up?
No way
It's too hard
To say
What I want to say
To those I'm supposed to trust
The ones I'm closest to.
I've had my closest friends
Turn their backs when I needed them
During the worst time
Drinking as long as my eyes
Were open until they closed
Because I lost a love
That they could never know.
Then out of nowhere
One decided he didn't care
After a fight with his girl
I'm forever out of his world
He forgets his brother
Would be so angry
About the way he is treating me.
It's hard to trust
When the one I loved most
Hurt me so badly
With words that hurt
Almost as much as fists
He could have just used them.
Take small steps
Take more time to trust him
I'm scared and it's hard
I don't want to be left scarred
Not again
I can't take it
But will I make it?
