hopeless

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**********************************DAWN'S POV************************************************

I woke up in alex's bed i started to panic . my leg hurt and then i remembered i was running away from him , i started to get up and couldn't . i lifted the covers off and saw the cut it was small , so it was healing  that's ok but then i tried to stand up and i was tied to the bed . i can only use my right hand . it was tightly tied like a boy scout did it. i slowly untied it and opened the window knowing alex he had a guard outside the door and a guard down the hall i could smell them and then i smelled alex and slowly climbed out the window and onto the ledge closing the window behind me and walking along the ledge and i had brought two sheets with me covering myself in alex's sent so if the guards came close they wouldn't think to investigate or even come close to finding me i found asher's window and attached the first and second sheet together and tied it to a gargoil and started climbing down the wall , i reached the ledge and i slipped and almost fell off but regained my balance. i opened his window and climbed in i then slipped the sheets of of the statue and silently thanked it i opened the  door to the hallway and peeked my head out i could smell asher's sent as it filled my nose i felt sad and betrayed  .i knew he brought me here, the bathroom door Suddenly opened and asher came out in only a towel covering the bottom half of his body i shut the door silently and stared at him looking him over i realised i was being a creep with another alpha i bowed my head and he realised that i was standing there he smiled at me as i bowed "how did you escape there are guards outside your door ? " i wouldn't tell him but i started signing him * you have to hide me * i repeated the sign i was sending him " i can't hide you alex will kill me " i raised my hand and touched his giant bruise on his cheek and hugged him not caring that he was uhhh how do i put it half naked and only has a towel around his waist " what are you doing ?" he said cautiously and hugged me back he knew i needed his support to hold me up " can you give me one second , so i can get dressed ?" he questioned i nodded  and he got dressed in his closet and came out in a  tight t- shirt and some ripped jeans  he was hot i screamed it in my mind and just stared at him he looked at me and i bowed my head  he came over and lifted my head " does your leg still hurt " he said it with pain in his eyes  i nodded with his hand gently on my chin (he cares about me ....... no that can't be right he brought me here  how could he care) as if he read  my emotions he said" i will never hurt you " *yeah right* i signed him " i swear i won't " he promised  * you can't reasure me that easy . how do i know  you won't just hand me over to alex like you did the first time* i signed him " i won't " *********************************ALEX'S POV**************************************************

i walked into our room and  there was no sign of her anywhere  " where is she " i yelled and started running upstairs and couldn't find her scent i didn't want her with asher  ever he could hurt her  and i don't want that she's too important to me and i didn't mean  to scare her  i don't want to hurt her either but i just flipped out for no reason and almost hurt her and i can't belive she shifted so fast , she cut her leg on a giant stick  i hope she's ok  she probably didn't heal all the way but where could she have gone ( asher's room) i thought to myself and started running to his room i opened the door and he had her pinned against the wall and he was lowering her head cowering in fear " did he hurt you " i screamed " is he hurting you ", pain spread across her face . he was biting her and it was hurting her i knew she couldn't take it she was not strong enough to be bitten by anyone yet i don't think she's ready to be marked yet i was going to wait until she was ready i know i scared her and now he did too . she fell to the floor blood slowly pouring out of her now pale skin  i saw tears falling down her face she was scared and hurt i felt terible and  her expression changed to a small smile when she closed her eyes .her bright eyes closed and she was gone , i felt a stray tear fall down my face " aww so manly our alpha can't even keep his emotions under control " asher said to me in a disrespectful tone as he picked her up and made her talk by moving her lips " oh alex baby i'm fine don't worry about my cold lifeless body , all you have to worry about is that it's all your fault" he tossed her to the floor " why did you hurt her? there was no reason for her to die !"  i screamed at him and wanted to run to her i took a step twards her and he pushed me back and kicked me in the leg and i started beating him down and punching his face and knocking him unconcious and i was still beating him and my guards walked in and grabbed me i pushed them off  and one went to grab her "leave her" i said with a yell and then repeated myself calmer but then said "please bring her here" i said quietly and the guard brought her to me and i held her in my arms she was cold and i felt tears fall down my face  " come on come on you -" i paused as i realised she wasn't breathing " i- i need a doctor !" i yelled at the guards and they all ran to find the doctor , several  nurses came in and took her to the hospital .