hopeless

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after he kissed me i hid my face in his big chest " i can't let you do that " he said loudly . he lifted up my face and stared at me "i don't like it when you hide your face from me you're beautiful don't hide it . please ." he just told me not to do something didn't he or was he asking ? i don't understand him. i got out of his bed and walked into the shower i also took his phone and put on music on his youtube i was listening to my chemical romance tracks and one of their new songs cancer comes on and i sing along * and burry me in all my faveroite colors my sisters and my brothers , still i will not kiss you , cause the hardest part of this is leaving you turn away cause i'm awful just to see-" i was interrupted " are you ok in there ?" i heard his voice and i stopped singing "go away " i stammered" okay i will"and he left and i was done showering and had gotten dressed. i was dressed in a nice top and a pair of jean shorts and walked out of his restroom."you look nice ."i nodded in responce."don't give me that , i'm sorry okay i didn't mean to make you upse-" i interrupted him by smiling and kissing his cheek.' i'm fine . i cant ignore you though so i wont stay silent anymore for you but i wont say anything to anyone else ." i started crying ."don't cry it's okay ." he carrased me in his arms ." i didn't mean to make you cry ." i just layed there and we snuggled for quite a long time and eventualy dozed off on his chest and he messaged my back. he sent tingles up my spine. a humm escaped my mouth as i tried to hide it."oh what was that?" he questioned as he continued he hit a painfull spot on my back. i let out a small whimper."sorry babe i-"i interrupted him by messaging him back. i felt the scars i left on him. as my fingers brushed a large one he sighed as i pressed it slightly. i sent tingles up my body in responce he groaned, i knew i sent tingles too. he pulled me close and kissed my lips without fail then trailed his kisses to my mark he gently bites my mark. i let out a slight whimper as he continued to bite he gently kissed it as he did."nmpf-"i let out a small grunt as he continued to bite . "mmmn-" he let out a humm himself as he still continued and bit my neck he trailed kisses every where and i bit him back i knew what i was doing. i was going to mark him back. i bit into his neck being as gentle but fierce as i could be and he let out a small moan. i felt tingles as i marked him. when i was done it took alot of energy from me but his was simmiler to mine, there were two wolves kissing in the moonlight with my name undernieth and instead of just the pack name it also had alpha before the pack name. i layed back on his chest and he continued to message my back. he found a tender spot and rubbed it then lifted my tank top i was wearing. he then removed it and pulled me closser. he kissed me on the lips again while still messaging the tender spot. he then removed the shorts i was wearing and started to message my leg where the giant stick had drove into it. he removes his shirt with my head still on his chest. his body was massive and had scars from me up and down from the fight we had . i ran my dainty fingers over them and whimpered because they were there from me and i felt awful that i put them there. he grabbed my hand gently and pulled it to his face. he gently kisses it and holds it in his.i take my free hand and unzip his jeans and slowly slip them off. we are now laying there together half bare. he pulls me in closer and cuddles me tight and we remove the rest of our clothing and now we were bare and together. he moved ontop of me slowly and nuzzled my neck and then kisses my lips again this time he slipped his tounge in and tastes my mouth carefully. i fight him with my tounge for dominance and lose. he messages my leg again while still kissing me.he moves closer. i bite his lip gently to tease him. pulls me closer until i couldnt get any closer to his massive body. he moved his kisses back to my neck then licked it slowly."nmm-"i let out a sound i've never made before as he continued licking my neck he then nibbled my ear. i had tried my best not to make a sound but i failed to be silent."i'm so-" i cut him off with a kiss. as he rubbed my scars from our fight i made another whimper. he whispered into my ear."im so in love with you." he moved his head down my body trailling kisses as he went. he then stopped and kissed my stomach. i whimper again. and he continues to message as he trails kisses back up.i grasp his short brown hair and pet him begging him to be easier and he does go a little easier as he sucks on my mark. as he does i let out a moan on accident. i have never made that sound either. after i make the sound he stops .and lays me ontop of him and he snuggles me close again everything gets silent and we lay there for a while."we have a cerimonial dinner tonite to celebrate our love as alpha and luna."