hopeless

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I wake up next to Alex and he is fast asleep and the pain hasn't gone away. I start to whimper and pant. i start to cry as the pain is worse than the first time." dawn ?" alex whispers. i whimper in response. " i'm sorry " he says as he gets out of bed." guard !" he shouts down the long hallway and i hear guards running up the stares." take her to the guest bedroom and lock me away in the basement ." alex orders. " yes sir " both of the guards reply. "a-alex" i cry out to him as the guards are separating us ." i'm sorry , i know you're not ready for any of this but everything will be just fi-" he was cut off as the guard dragged him away. " n-no " i screamed as the guard tried to lift me up. when he picked me up i kicked him in the groin and he dropped me to the floor. me kicking him where the sun doesn't shine did not seem to phase him and he seemed to stand up taller. "  thanks for presenting  your cheek  " he said sharply before slapping me hard across the face. i fell to the floor the rest of the way again with a thud."a-alex" i whispered and cried out to him knowing he wouldn't hear my pleas. When he was done letting me lay on the floor defeated he threw me over his shoulder.  I kept crying out for Alex, When we reached the room he threw me to the ground . I cried out to Alex again this time screaming his name ." shut up he isn't coming back " the guard snapped coldly . " h-he  w-will " i said weakly receiving another hard slap across the face before, he left the room  and locked the door behind him.i laid there on the floor crying for hours before the door opened and someone walked in.the scent of delicious food filled my nose and my stomach growled. I looked up at the person who had walked in and was holding the food. It was the guard from earlier. He came over to me and picked me up with one hand and placed me on the bed.he gestures me the food and i turn away and slide back onto the floor. When i curl up with my knees to my chest he sighs." eat" he says as if he were disappointed that i had turned away. I just sit there insecurely crying as if he wasn't there. " you need to eat " he said his voice still firm i thought to myself 'and if i don't '. as if he read my mind." and if you don't i'll make you " i didn't look up at him when he spoke i didn't want to hear his words. Suddenly i was yanked up from the floor by the collar of my shirt and was pulled to my feet, i reached up and went to slap him and return the favor he gave me earlier but instead he grabbed my wrist and pinned me down onto the bed. A cry escaped my lips as the pain was much greater now with the pressure of his weight pressing down on my body. " sorry but you have to eat " he said putting his face close to mine. I spit in his face, it landed right in his eyes ." you bitch " he hissed sharply. I tried to push him off only to realise he was getting heavier every minute that he stayed on top of me. I started to scream out from the pain and he only simply covers my mouth after wiping the spit from his face. I harshly bite down on his hand. He curses under his breath while his hand is now covered in his own blood.' how do you like me now ' i said inside my head." i don't " the guard hissed back. " i can hear your thoughts you know " he said sarcastically. I bit down harder on his hand. He raised his hand and slapped me hard and i continued to bite down harder. He started to whine while i continued to bite.' i'm not letting go ' but just when i thought i wouldn't let his hand go a familiar scent filled my nose. 'Asher ' i said inside of my head ." let my hand go you stupid runt " the guard said angrily slapping me once again harder than the other times. I continued to sense Asher's presence and suddenly he walked in the door." get off her please." he said coldly sending shivers down my spine." why should i you're just a prisoner." she's simply my property seeing that she's in my room." asher said sarcastically as i continued to bite the guard harshly . " besides you want her to stop biting you right " he said manipulatively. " sure i do. She's kind of a pain in the ass if your ask me " the guard replied back ." well slapping her simply won't do , but pulling her hair will do the trick" asher said sending shivers down my spine again. I kick the guard in the shin instead of the groin and he fell off of on top of me and onto the floor his hand now not in my mouth i face asher and growl .' you're the only one stopping me from my mate now ' i thought to myself before he attacks me like he did in the ring when Alex forced me to fight him. I started to remember that day and alex's face. His eyes were pitch black, he was angry with me and now he's locked himself away and has placed me in here away from him. ' i'm so sorry alex' i thought to myself before i smashed ashers head into the wall breaking his skull. Blood splashed all over the floor . the guard stared at me while laying on the floor , he then stood up and came over to me and went to pin me to the wall but instead i doged his attack and knocked him to the floor. i took his knife from his sheathe and stabbed him with it ,into his side the blade went . he grunted as blood started pouring out of his mouth.

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