hopeless

* 6 *

we entered the elevator and we went up to our room and i picked her up gently resting her in the bed she was asleep already in her chair so she would sleep peacefully in her bed i sung her a lullaby my mom used to sing and it was also the song she hummed i had realised it when i sung it to her it was the same song and i kept singing it to her and she blissfully slept as i smild and the song was over she opened her eyes and smiled at me she whispered to me like an angel "please don't stop "she said it so quietly as she curled up on my chest so she could feel the vibrations of the words and fell back to sleep and we layed there silently sleeping i woke up to her the next morning humming to me the song and i sung to the melody and she started humming a new tune that i've heard but haven't learned it so i just let her hum the song and then she sat up and pointed at a door she had been staring at for a while " that is that what you're curious about? " i pointed at the door and she nodded and i stood up with her in my arms and i set her in her wheelchair and started to push her she put her hand up as if she was telling me to stop and she put her hands on the wheels and started pushing herself twards the door i opened it for her and she rolled herself in and looked around and gasped when she saw the giant cello "oh this used to be my sisters room and this used to be hers " i pointed at the cello and she smiled *what happened to her ?* she signed me "she went rogue and started a rogue pack and no longer visits " *rogue why ?* she signed again "i don't know  she just did " * can i play it ?* she was asking to play the cello. "yes . do you know how ?" she nodded and slid out of the wheelchair and stood up a little wobbly so i held her on her good side and she dusted it off and picked up the bow and rubbed reson on it and started playing a tune she started crying as she played she sounded so good and she was standing on her own .

*****************DAWN'S POV*******************************************************

i started playing the cello and the first song that i could play was a memory 

*i was in the club playing the cello for my parents in front of an odiance and a big man comes in with a gun on stage  "don't stop playing or ill blow your head off" he started killing people with his gun shooting them all in the head they were my pack and i was only twelve  and i cried as i played on and watched them die i didn't want to die so i played on and my fingers started to bleed from playing the strings , he had killed everyone in the club and i was next "you can stop playing now " as he ripped the cello from my grasp and threw it to the floor i just looked at him "oh you're crying  " he grabbed me by the hair and dragged me outside and beat me in the head hard "you had to be stupid and play on didn't you?" as he hit me  he fired his gun at my head and he missed i couldn't hear much after that and everything went black and i woke up in a hospital bed and there was another man sitting in a chair and i sat up and freaked out he started talking but i couldn't really hear him his voice was muffled to me and a boy walked in and stared at me i couldn't really hear him either but he was also using sign language so i read his fingers and he was saying the big guy was scaring me he asked me i nodded and the big guy left , the only reason i know sign language is because my mom was deaf and now so am i partialy now so we talked using sign language  he asked me my name and i replied D43N cause that's what my parents called me but my real name is dawn i never told him but his pack took me in and i never got a bed or a room of my own but his name is asher the same asher that he is now and he is gone . i stopped remembering as the song ended and i played another and another and then alex put his hand on mine and i stopped playing " it's time to eat brunch " i started to panic "its not that kind of food its full food that you chew " i sighed and he laughed a little and then i growled playfully as he picked me up and put me in the wheelchair and he laughed at me when i smiled he went to push me but i waved his hands away and pushed myself to the elevator.