hopeless

*7*

as we got in the elevator the guard eyed me carefuly and alex growled   at him he looked away when we got downstairs  the  smell of food filled my nose " you can eat whatever you want " he said with a happy but demanding tone. i sat in my wheelchair and ate one pancake thinking  that was all i would eat "you can eat more than one " i noticed he had like five on his plate as i grabbed another pancake from the tray and gobbled it down i was full now and couldn't eat any more so i just sat there and was in a daze he broke my thoughts when he started pushing me to the elevator and took me to his room he placed me on the bed and gave me the look the mark look and i sighed and then nodded your mark doesn't have to be on your neck it can be on your shoulder or on your  arm so i let him do his thing next thing i know i feel his sharp fangs in my shoulder and then it stopped a little while after . he smiled at me " all done " he smirked as he said it ." wanna see it " i nodded and he picked me up and carried me to the bathroom and showed me it was a wolf howling at the full moon and it was a deep blue but was red around it from being bitten it also had his name underneath and the pack name too , i smiled back at him " sorry it hurt a little , i tried not to bite so hard but-" i cut him off when i waved my hand in his face i playfully pushed him over and smiled and he laughed as he fell over , i gently kicked him as he layed there laughing . we sat in his bathroom for a while and then he put me on the bed and i fell asleep once more . when i woke up he was nowhere to be found so i went back to sleep .i heard several people talking but it was hushed and then i felt a bag over my head and my  hands tied behind my back  i struggled to get free " she's so stupid she's  even trying to struggle " they kicked me in the side where my stitches were and i mumbled a little and they kicked me many more times i started gasping for air they all started punching and kicking me then i was picked up and moved to another place  and sam somehow got a bat made of meatal and started beating me all over with the bat it hurt so bad and i was gasping for air and couldn't breathe the kids started quoting words  from alex and from what happened the other night as sam beat me and i evetualy passed out i woke up tied to a chair and there was no one around i closed my eyes then felt hands around my  neck putting a collar around my neck was sam she pulled it tight it choked me and i struggled trying to breathe and she slapped me as she put a leash like chain on the collar and un tied me from the chair but my hands were still tied she yanked me out of the chair " i hope you have fun at the cerimony "