hopeless

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********************************DAWN'S POV ***************************

I had fallen asleep humming a tune and to his warm hand on mine still in my sleep i could feel the tingles his hand was sending up my arm as he messaged my hand . i woke up to the doctors voice " it's feeding time " his voice sent shivers down my spine  i opened my eyes to alex asleep in the corner while the doctor told me food choices i just nodded and he said ok and then stuck a feeding tube down my left nosteril i grunted waking alex up it hurt , he noticed but he came closer and grasped my hand there was at least two gallons of food going through the tube the doctor left us alone and i started to cry . i never cry unless i'm scared but i wasn't scared it hurt . alex started humming one of the tunes i hummed and it didn't settle my uneasyness he stopped humming and i just closed my eyes it was getting harder to breathe i still wasn't breathing  on my own . alex rubbed my hand again sending tingles up my arm again ,the doctor walked  back in and i became startled again as he started pulling out the feeding tube " aww poor luna she should be stronger than that " i could hear him say it and alex got mad i could tell he was going to flip so i grabbed his hand tighter sending tingles all over my body it calmed me to feel the tingles knowing they were from the bond . our bond isn't compleate yet i haven't been marked yet so i might have something to look forward to because i love alex of course .alex had calmed down knowing i was fine with the doctors smirky remark i just kept squezing his hand  and fell asleep again , when i woke up alex was neeled on the floor next to me asleep holding and resting his head on the bed too. he is so cute i thought to myself as i yawned , i was no longer on a breath supporter but i knew i still couldn't eat properly. sthe doctor walked in and i got startled " you don't want your breakfast " he said creepily , i started to whimper as he came closer with the feeding tube i started to fight him as he tried to put it in my nose i hit alex on accedent waking him up and i pushed the doctor off as he called for some nurses and they came and held me down as two guards held alex against the wall"you're hurting her " he screamed " stopit let go of me now" the guards let go and he rushed to my side as they all left with the feeding tube in my nose now i was whimpering every couple of minutes when i was hurting .

*********************ALEX'S POV***********************************************************

 i watched her lay there and whimper softly trying to soothe herself but it wasn't working she started crying and i just softly said "it's going to be okay baby don't worry i'm right here " she kinda smiled and closed her eyes as i rubbed her hand she liked it when i rubbed her hand she was calm now and then a nurse walked in she opened her eyes and started hyperventolating "hi dawn , how are you ? i'm going to remove this ok " she pointed at the tube and dawn nodded i let go of her hand and she pannicked a little but didn't whimper  "i'm trixie i'll be your nurse until you leave ok " the nurse went to leave the room but turned around to look at dawn "ill be back in a little bit to check on your stitches and determine  weather you're going home or not ok" dawn nodded and smiled . trixie was the same nurse that kicked me out the other day but i knew her . dawn after the nurse left growled at me  for the first time and then she smiled she was being so playful now  and she just rested her head on the pillow and trixie knocked on the door and walked in " ok now i have to see your stitches " she lifted up dawns shirt and dawn growled at her . i had saw several scars on dawn's torso along with long stitches on her rib cage and the stitches on her side .the stitches were healing . "you can go home sweetie " trixie pulled her shirt down and walked out of the room and came back with a wheelchair and started pulling dawn into the wheelchair and finaly put her in and trixie told me to take her home  so i pushed her out to my car and put her in the passenger seat after signing her out and i buckled her being careful of her stitches . and we went home a smile then a frown apeared on her face "asher has been taken care of and his punishment is to be determined " she still frowned as i picked her up putting her in her wheelchair and bringing her up to the house and pushed her up the ramp i had installed so it was easier to get her in and out of the house this is her second time outside and i know she'd rather be out here than inside but she must go in . i walked in pushing her and the house was spotless with guards at every door and even at the elevator " we're home "