hopeless

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the next day came faster than expected and i woke up next to her and she was silently asleep in bed for the first time volentarily '.she moved in closer to my chest as the sun shined on her face and she seemed to never want to wake up. i moved away in protest letting the sun shine hit her face and she woke up and got out of bed and went to the restroom . i stood outside of the door not knowing if she had locked it or not so i tried the handle. unlocked ...i opened the door to the sound of a hot shower. she was already in and so i got in after with her still in the shower with her clothes on mine on  as well . she turned around and moved back after she realised i had climbed into the shower with her and hot water hit me as she moved away.she looked at me confused like i didnt belong in her shower but i did...today will be our ceramony for alpha and luna of the pack. it will be like a marrige in a way but instead she will be luna of the pack and help me rule them fairly and things will be easier with a luna instead of her just being my mate she'll have a say in things.

"i have paper work to fill out today so untill later we wont have time to spend together alone so this makes up for it ."

i sad nervously hoping she would let me stay .she nodded and hugged me and we stood there as it felt like forever and i didnt want this moment to end there was a knock on the bedroom door.

"what!?!"i said angerly at whoever was knocking.

"sir i have the day plans for you would you like me to come in and give them to you?"my server asked his voice closer to the bathroom door meaning he came into the bedroom and is now outside the door.i sighed in recognition and he walked in bowed hurridly and then realised that me and dawn were in the shower."my word i am so sorry sir i did not mean to intrude. please find the means to forgive me from the bottom of your heart dear luna and my dearest alpha..."and with that he set the daily schedule on the counter and went to leave i stopped him at the door."you are forgiven. please pick out an outfit for your luna suitable to wear for fittings this afternoon."i said at a whisper so dawn wouldn't hear as i poked my head out of the shower. he chuckled as he noticed i was clothed."you shower clothed my alpha???"i nodded in responce and he left the room to go pick an outfit for dawn. i want her to look nice for fittings later because its a special day for her.she looks at me with a smile and shuts the water off and climbs out of the shower and goes to leave the room . i step out of the shower and grab her shoulder and pull her close giving her a kiss on the cheek.

"what was that for ???"she asked whispering.

"i love you ...."is all i said in reply and she continued walking away and went to the closet and grabbed the outfit off the door and walked back into the restroom locking the door behind her after pushing me out of the doorway .she changed and walked back out fully dressed in a red dress and black leggings and her hair was  wrapped in a towel. i pull the towel off and she sighs at me and i run my fingers through her wet hair.my finger gets tangled in a long strand of her hair and she grabbs my hand to stop me and she removes my fingers from her hair . she grabs her brush and started to brush her hair.i kiss her cheek and go to walk out of the bedroom and she pulls me back and kisses me square on the lips and i walk down to do paper work and finish by dinner i'm pretty sure she went to her fittings and sulked the entire time the ladyies down there are old and take long to find the perfect dress i'm sure she helped them tho.when i got to the dinner table i saw her standing along with everyone else she was beautifully dressed in a sunset red-ish orange dress and her hair was up in a tight bun with sunset colored flowers and the ladies gave her golden eyeshadow on her eyelids wich compliments her light green eyes i stared at her realizing i've been wearing a suit all day that matches her whole outfit.i smiled at her and i wasn't supposed to but no one was looking. she smiled at me returning the one i gave her and then sat when i raised and lowered my hand just as everyone else did after me. she sat silently as i opened the lid to the dish next to me in between us and i grabbed the knife  from the table and placed it to the turkey on the dish and she placed her hand on mine and we cut it together and everyone clapped after it was cut in hundreds of pieces for everyone at the table .there is at least a thousand people at the table and we will be the last ones to get our food .as i passed the food to the left to my niece. dawn looked kindly at her  and my sister shot her a glare then looked down. the whole table got two slices of turkey and by the time it got to dawn there was only one slice left and she passed it to me and grabbed my hand in hers and helped me grab the knife and we sliced the last piece in half and we helped each other put it on our plates.everyone waited for me to say it was okay to eat and so i nodded and everyone started to eat except dawn she seemed to wait until i took a bite.as i started to eat so did she and she enjoyed it. she ate slower than everyone and so did i and we finished together as everyone stares us down until we finished eating.we then stood and went to the court yard for the cerimony . dawn was taken to put on another dress and i was taken to put on another tux peice or another tux in general . after being re suited i waited at the bottom of the stairs for my mate and soon to be luna. when she came to the top of the stairs she was beautiful her dress was dawn orange and had feathers all over and her hair was down and curled and the dress had a long train that followed slowly behind her as she walked down the stairs and she looked down and i grasped her hand and made her look at me and she had tears in her eyes . i had dreamed of this moment when i was eighteen i never imagined that it would be this magnificent to see my mate my one and only here so beautifully standing here and dancing the night away with the girl of my dreams.she smiled and danced with me and knew the steps of the dance and at the end of the night we stood at the alter and said our i do's and kissed and we were now alpha and luna of our pack. everyone clapped and cheered as we kissed and walked back to the pack house to our room. when we got there i placed a movie in the dvd player and changed into my pajamas and so did she we finished the night with watching a movie and falling asleep.