hopeless

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 After killing the guard with his own knife , I picked the lock on the bedroom door and exited the room. when i left the room i saw many guards guarding every room." luna it's not safe for you to come out." A guard said calmly. I shook off his words and started to walk down the many flights of stairs anyway." luna! it's not safe for you to go alone !" He shouted." Then come with me ."  I said quietly .He gasped when I spoke to him." I thought you were mute and didn't speak ."   The guard said nervously." well kind of.... I just had a bad past with people so, I just stayed quiet ."          " Oh ,I'm so sorry to hear that luna ." The guard said quietly. " when we come back there are two  bodies in the bedroom that i was kept in . I kinda killed the guard and asher. " i whispered to the guard ." Are you okay did they hurt you !" he started to freak out. " well yes and no." i replied." I'm sorry, I didn't mean to kill them ." I whispered nervously . " It's okay you were in danger ." He replied before i fell down the long staircase." Luna ! Are you okay ?" he shouted down the stairs ."Y-yeah I'm fine." I replied softly ." Good now let me carry you ." the guard said sternly."There is no way you are  going to carrying me !" I  snapped ." fine suit yourself then." he said coldly ." Fine I will." i said getting up off the floor and walking into the kitchen, as i walked into the kitchen there  was blood splattered all over the walls and on the floor. i gasped at all the blood and held back a scream by covering my mouth.  i turned around to find the guard but when i looked for him he was nailed to the wall his  eyes were no longer there and blood streamed down his face. i just stared at his face and fell to the floor . " what are you doing down here it isn't safe ." i heard a voice yell. i looked around but didn't see anyone there ." who's there ?" i question. " i'm no one to you , so much that i locked you away for my selfish desires, but i want you so bad that i would even kill for you . " i was suddenly embraced by two large arms and large hands wiped away my tears." i love you ." was whispered into my ear before the large person disappeared and i stood up and looked around  but there was only  vast emptiness and bloody  dead bodies laying everywhere.  i continued to roam the large house full of the dead guards. making my way to the basement where alex should be there was words written in blood.( i killed them for you and only for you, you are my true love and  will die by my side and i will forever be alone ) the words written in blood didn't startle me because ive seen so much blood already .i then came to alex's containment cell and he looked beaten and like he didn't have any strength left in his body. oi opened the sell door after picking the lock and rushed to his side. he wasn't breathing and i started to panic." alex ! i swear please be okay ." i said holding his face letting our noses touch ." please hear  me . please! you're mine and i - i can't lose you now ."  i said tears streaming down my face. " he's dead !now  come here  " the voice from earlier said casually wrapping me in his large arms." shhh- ""it's all gonna be okay..."he said his grip around me getting tighter before he turned me around and pinned me against the wall." now that he's dead you're mine now pretty,pretty princess." tears continued to harshly fall down myface. though my vision is quite blurry i can make out his face ." do you remember me ? even at all ?" he said pushing me harder. memories start to flood my mind.( beginning of memory) ( my brother eren, a sweet gental kid always tried to make me smile .the one who gave me my first lesson on how to play one of the many instruments that I know how to play the cello. I thought back to the killing and remembered him dead in the floor.)( end of memory) " eren -" he choked me as i spoke his name kissing my lips . i struggled to move my face away but his grip on my neck and body worsened." you're so pretty  my princess and yet he couldn't protect you. so large and yet he can't even protect his mate . you're such a pretty bitch as well , i can see why he would even want to protect you . but you're so helpless now and i really can't help myself in your presence. " he said licking my neck slowly before biting my mark." nmpf -" i grunted as pain shot through my body  and my vision became black and ringing lingered in my ears.

~ hey guys just wanted to say thanks for reading my book and that i'm so grateful but, it would be very helpful with some comments up in here it's like a vast empty attic in here  .... im kinda getting writers rage so yea, comments would be lovely and appreciated very much helpful to continuing my book . i would love to hear your thoughts so please splurge your ideas while you read. thanks again for reading my book . i hope that comments will roll in with this chapter and that in the future you will continue to comment. this is my first book and i don't really know if it is my best yet . by the way ch 13/14 was supposed to be published 3/28/17 on my birthday but due to school they were both published both early and late .

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