After all this time im still into you

Chapter 4

We finally arrived in Vancouver and I was buzzing for the show tonight. we were in sound check this now. I adjusted the mic and nodded at Taylor and Jeremy to begin playing grow up. they started playing and I began to sing.

After going over all of the songs we headed back to our dressing room. I sat down in front of the mirror and started to get my hair and make up done for tonight. Taylor and Jeremy ran away to go to the cafeteria, all they ever do is think about food.

When I was done. I went and picked my outfit and got changed. the boys came back and got themselves ready. I headed to the stage door and opened it and looked out. the supporting band was surprisingly good. the audience must have noticed me because the all started screaming and looking over at where I was standing. I waved at them which made them scream louder. Taylor popped his head out below me and Jeremy popped his head out at the top and they literally screamed so loud that I had to cover my ears.

We came back in so the band that was in the stage would get there attention instead of us. I bounced up and down because I was so excited about going out and seeing all our fans again.

" You excited ?" Taylor asked

" Buzzing " I replied as I continued to jump up and down.

" You look pretty tonight " Taylor said which made me blush. I turned away from him so he couldn't see. why was I blushing at Taylor saying that I looked pretty he always did it before a show ?

" Thank you " I said as I spun about

" Jees Hayley your making me dizzy. " Jeremy said and then laughed

" Sorry I'm just so excited " I said

The supporting band came through the double doors

" It's crazy out there. good luck " Lucy the lead singer said before walking away to her dressing room. that's our fans for you I thought to my self

About 10 minuets later the person who sets the stage up came through

" the stage is all set your on now " he said to us and then walked away probably to go get a coffee. the music to grow up started and me and guys quietly snuck on to the stage. we got up and all stood where we should. a couple of minuets later the cutting fell down and the stadium was filled with screaming fans. we ran down the ramps, me singing the song and the guys playing the guitars.

Just seeing all our fans made me forget about chad. I done a few head bangs and the usual kicking my legs about. the song needed and everyone cheered. I put the mic in its stand and looked out at all our amazing fans old and new.

" Wow guys it so nice to see use all again " I said out of breath " god it's been about 5 years since our last tour and we have missed use all so much" the audience all cheered. I looked at the guys and they started to play the next song.

A few songs later and we where just about to start the only exception which I was dreading. don't get me wrong I loved the song but I reminded me of chad and right now I missed him so much

The music started and began to sing. I felt tears sting the back of my eyes and I tried to hold them back but they started to fall. I walked away from the mic and wiped them away

" Don't cry Hayley " I heard the crowd shout

I turned around and looked at them. They where all still shouting " don't cry Hayley " I wiped the rest of my tears away and walked back to the mic and sang the rest of the song.

It can to the end of the concert and I stood at the mic looking out at the crowd " good night Vancouver. we ARE PARAMORE " I said before me and the guys ran off stage. we headed to the meet and greet room and sat down

" Hayley are you ok " Taylor said as he sat next to me

" Yeah I'm good " I said with a smile

" No your not, you never cry during any concert " Jeremy said sitting at the other side of me

" I'm fine now. I just thought of chad when i sing or hear the only exception " I said

" As long as your fine now " Jeremy said before getting up and going over to the fans who where coming through the door.

" Let's go see our second family " I said and then got up and walked over to the group of fans standing around Jeremy.