After all this time im still into you

Chapter 14

It's been a couple of days and I still haven't seen Taylor or spoke to him. I guess that we are actually over.


I got out if my bed and made my way to the bathroom. i wine t for a quick shower and then got ready. today we had a red carpet and I didn't even know if Taylor was going to show. Jeremy wasn't going to be there since he's staying with cat since the babies due soon.

I grabbed my phone and headed out to my car. I got in and drive to the venue. I parked my car and walked in. I waited for Taylor for about 10 minuets. I sighed and started to walk away to the red carpet.


" Hayley wait " I heard Taylor shout. I turned around and smiled. surprisingly he smiled back. he walked over to me and pulled me close " I'm so sorry I should have believed you and not chad " he said and then kissed the top of my head. I moved out of his hold and looked up at him.


" I love you " I said

" I love you more. now let's get on that red carpet " he said as he took my hand and walked on to the red carpet. We held hands as we walked up. we finally made it to the paps and Taylor pulled me close as the took pictures. we where finally done and made our way to our dressing room since we where performing.


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It was finally time to perform. it felt weird without Jeremy with us but he had to be with kat. We stood still as the misery business music played the lights went on and I began to sing.



It came to the point were I had to pick someone one. I looked about everyone.


" Hmm you see I Don't know who to pick. do you know who to pick Taylor " I said


" No there all so good " he replied


" Alright here it goes. I pick you " I said as I pointed to a girl about 14/15 she smiled and the security guard lifted her out. she came on stage and gave me a massive hug. She moved away and I noticed cuts on her wrists. I looked at Taylor as if to say not again. he looked at me concerned.

" So tell everyone your name " I said

" Savannah " she said into the mic

" Alright savannah im going to count to 3 and then it your turn to be the star ok " I said and she nodded her head " alright 1.....2....3 " she stood on the paramore box. I kicked my legs about and head banged.





The song was over and them savannah handed me the mic. I took it and placed it down.


" Please don't ever cut your wrists again. if you ever need someone we are here just listen to our music or contact me on twitter your not alone stay strong beautiful " I said and then the security guards to her away.


We said our goodbyes and then went off stage. We walked to our dressing room. I went straight to the couch and lay down


" Hayles are you alright " Taylor said as he knelt down beside me

" Yeah I just hate seeing people go through that. " I replied

" I know so do I " he said as he moved my hair out of my face

" I'm scared incase she does want Emma did. I don't think I could do that again. I don't want her family to feel the way Emma's did " I said as a single tear fell down my cheek. Taylor wiped it away with his thumb.

" I don't think she will. she seemed happy today. I know that was the way Emma was but savannah isn't Emma. Savannah seems stronger than Emma " Taylor said


" I guess your right." I said a I sat up.

" She's going to be fine hayles. " Taylor said as he sat next to me

" I know I just get worried " I replied

" I know but you need to stop or you will drive yourself crazy " He said as he pulled me close.


" I know " I said as I snuggled into him


" I love you Hayley williams " he said and then kissed the top of my head

" I love you more Taylor York " I said and then kissed him




Authors note


Hey guys. so I have started another fanfic called saving Paramore so if you could check that out it would be great :)


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