13 - Tough Love

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I sat there in my room all day contemplating on my life,  just thinking about everything , and my baby.  I checked my phone 100 times waiting on Demetrius to call me.  Really I just needed anyone to talk to at this point. So I called someone.

"Hey Nicey,  wassup ? " he answered.

" Hey,  Julian I missed you bud " I responded.

" Missed you too,  so how you doing? " he asked

" where are you ? " I asked

" Home , why ? " he asked

" Can I visit ? " I asked

" Yeah !... Um i mean,  thats cool" he stuttered

" okay ,  im otw" I responded before hanging up.

I got up & went to junior old room ,  he was still there .

" Bro,  can you go get me some Chinese ? " i asked.

" Man, for what " he barked.

" Im starving ,  dont forget im eating for two now" i said rolling my eyes

" I dont feel like going no where ,  just see whats in the fridge. " he responded

" where the keys ?  Ill take my self" i said

" They on the dresser " he said pointing

I tricked him into letting me use his car ,  then i drove off to Julian place .  when i pulled up,  he was sitting on the porch.

" Hey Julian " I said walking on the porch.

" Wassup girl ,  look at you girl " he said hugging me.

" look at you ,  so you you doing" i asked

" Im good ,  making money the right way " he said sitting down.

" okay thats good " i said.

" How you been ? " he asked.

" Well....... " i started.

I told him everything from top to bottom,  before I knew anything I was in his arms with my head in his chest ,  crying .

"Awe,  man ,  im so sorry " he said laying his chin on my head

" whatever you need for this baby ,  or yourself never hesitate to ask me ,  ill always have you and this baby ,  forever ,  you hear me ? " he asked squeezing me

" Thanks Julian " I said

"Always " he said

" be the god father ? " i asked

" Id love too " he said with a big smile.

" okay ,  let me go" i said pulling away

" Okay be safe Nicey "he said kissing my cheek

I got back in the car & drove to Demetrius house,  then knocked on the door.

" Who is it ? " a voice answered

" Nicey " I said

" wassup ? " Dylan said opening the door.

" He Demetrius here ? " i asked

" He occupied " he said

" I just need to see him ,  its important " i stated

" LOOK -- "  he said getting cut off

" Hey you Ace girl ,  come on in " Deryl said pulling my arm .

" Bruhh chill ,  you drunk asf " Dylan said

" Nah bruhh move ,  he in the room" Deryl said .

I walked over to his room ,  no lights was coming from under the door & i heard moaning and bed springs,  I basically bust the door down.

" DEMETRIUS WTF , HOLD ON IS THAT ........ MULAN !!! I screamed in shock

I ran over and draged that long weave wearing helfa off his stick & was beating her all in her face .

" GET THE FUCK OFF ME ! " She yelled

" YOU SUPPOSED TO BE MY FRIEND,  MAN I FUCKING HATE YOU ,  STUPID HOE ,  HOW COULD YOU " I said hitting her with every word.

" STOP !!" Demetrius yelled pulling me off

Mulan jumped on me & punched me belly , I bent down and covered my belly , she then grabbed my hair & started besting me in my face ,  she was still naked so I reached up and grabbed her breast sticking my nails deep in her skin until she let me go then I kicked her ,  she fell I stomped her in that same breast and she aint get back up .

" I hope you get breast cancer bitch " I said after spitting on her .

" What the hell man " Demetrius said running over to her

" Im carrying your baby,  that bitch hit our kid & you trying see if she okay " I said crying.

" Man fuck you and that baby !  GET TF OUT MY CRIB " he yelled.

I jumped on him ,  fighting ,  then he threw me on the floor ,  Deryl then grabbed my arm and dragged me out the house ,  he called me a crazy bitch before he slammed the door

I sat on the porch crying for about five minutes,  then I finally got up and got in the car,  and drove myself home . The entire ride there ,  I was having stomach cramps out of this world ,  I was upset about what had just happened but my tears were from the pain.  When I got in the parking lot ,  it was pretty late ,  I looked down at my crouch & I was bleeding heavy , by the time I stepped out of the car my brother was outside fussing at me for how late i was coming in & my mama was too,  I was starting to get dizzy & the noise aint make it no better ,  I through up everything seem like i ate that week & Then I dropped right there in my own vomit.

Finally I was sleeping peacfully ,  no bad dreams ,  no worries ,  no nothing ,  just rest .  I found myself in a better place where i felt free & open .  No secrets ,  no nothing,  it was a place I wanted to stay because I was finally at peace . I liked babies but where i was there was none ,  no babies ,  no baby daddies ,  no Strict mothers ,  not over protective brother ,  and no fake friends ,  only Peace.

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