Beautiful Chaos

Party

Zayn's P.O.V---

I sat on the couch, watching tv. I had dressed myself in a black shirt with cream pants. I had quiffed up my hair normally and was waiting for the others for the past 10 minutes. Everyone slowly started coming down. Louis was already at the hotel were the party was conducted. I sat there silently, waiting for her to come down.

I was sad about leaving her behind during tour. I talked to Paul about taking her with me and he told me it is hard. I still compelled him to look for oppurtunities. When I told her about the tour, her eyes were filled with tears. I couldnt imagine how bad it would be to be without her for 6 months. It was hard to imagine that.

All these thoughts flooded my mind when I heard heels click on the wooden floor. I looked up to see her walking down. I immediately stood up, staring at my gorgeous girl. She was dressed in a blood red knee length frock that had a white heart to the left side. Her dress was thin sleeved, showing her soft arms. She had clipped her hair to the left with the partition at the same side with white clips. She stood in front of me, her eyes tinted with lead. Her sunset colored lips were covered with red lip gloss, tempting me like always. "You look stunning." I whispered and a rouge blush crept up her cheeks. She looked down but I lifted her face up. The white heels she wore brought her almost to my height.

I leaned in and she raised an eyebrow. I did not want lipstick. I kissed her nose and she giggled, pressing her soft body against mine. "Lets go?" I asked and she nodded. I locked my fingers with her and lead her out the door.

I opened the door for her and she shook her head. She got in and I started the car. She immediately turned on the radio and started singing along with 'What makes you beautiful'. She wasnt any different. She was the same Lakshita who I am in love with even though she has dressed up like a doll. No matter what happened, she did not change and that is one of the reason why I love her.

"Baby you light up my world like nobody else. The way you do flip your hair gets me overwhelmed. But when you smile at the ground, ain't it hard to tell... You dont know you're beautiful. If only you saw what I can see. You'll understand why I want you so desperately. Right now I am looking at you and I cant believe. You dont know..ohoh. You dont know you are beautiful..ohoh. Thats what makes you beautiful." I sang and she laughed, adorably. She kissed my cheek, smiling at me.

We soon reached the party hall and I walked in with her, holding my hand. There were many celebrities. I introduced Lakshita to Simon and Justin Beiber. She was super happy but still she decided to keep things low. She politely smiled at everyone and spoke a few words. There was a bar at the corner and she completely avoided it. "Zayn.. Dont drink." She said and I nodded. "Promise me." She said and smiled. "I promise." I replied and she was happy. We took a seat on the couch and she scooted closer to me.

She looked uncomfortable in the surrounding. Everyone was on booze or smoking. They were partying hard. "Do you wanna leave?" I asked and she shook her head. She was being polite to Louis but I wanted her to be okay. "Hey,girl." Few voices chorused. It was Demi, Selena with Rakhi and Adya. Lakshita smiled at them and they took seats around them. "Zayn, you go have fun." Rakhi said and I looked at my girl. "I will be fine. I hope they dont eat me." She said, making us laugh. "I will be back. Call me if you need anything." I said, kissing her cheek. I looked at the girls and walked to the boys.

I was with Niall and Liam at the bar, still watching her. She was having fun. She laughed adorably at times making me smile. Niall and Liam were not taking their eyes off their girls as well. We were glued to our girlfriends.

I could tell Niall was madly in love with Rakhi with him sharing his food with her. I was also sure about Liam because, that guy was just not drooling. "Man... I love her." Niall sighed and I chuckled. "Adya.. Oh my Gods!" Liam said and I smiled at them.

I was hanging out with them when I got a call from Paul. "Sorry, Zayn. We cant take her on tour. No matter what." He said and it ached. "Paul please." I said and he sighed. "I tried. The management is not okay with this. I am sorry." He said and I cut the call. I was on the verge lf tears. I couldnt bare the pain. I need Lakshita with me!! Damnit!

Niall held a glass of beer. I snatched it from him and gulped it down. "Zayn! Slow down!" Liam said and I shook my head. I kept gulping down bottles until my vision become blurry. I drank the 5th and smashed it on the floor. I could feel everyone's eyes bore into me.

I could hear whispering and the boys were trying to calm me down. But no, I was out of control. "Zayn?" a voice croaked and I tried to see who it was. I could remember nothing. I could see nothing clearly. It was a blur. "You promised you wouldnt drink." It was a girl. She was crying. But who was she? And when did I promise? "Why did you break a promise? Did it mean nothing to you?" She questioned and I couldnt answer. She touched me slightly and I pushed her away. "Fuck off." I yelled and I could hear sobs.

My vision cleared in minutes to watch a girl in red frock, run out the door with 4 girls with her. Then it struck me. It was her. I hurt her. I fell down, my head spinning. I cried in my hands with Liam comforting me. I hurt Lakshita...