Beautiful Chaos

Blind Date

(2 months later)

Zayn's P.O.V---

"I am not going!" I yelled, trying to go back inside while the four boys try to pull me out. They pushed me outside the door, locked it and stood outside guarding it. "You told me we had recording and now what the fuck is this?" I asked, holding a bouquet of flowers. "You need to start seeing other women. Lakshita is not coming back." Harry said and I shook my head. 

"Why does it even matter to you?" I snapped and they glared at me. "Because you are making a mess out of yourself. Getting drunk every night. Smoking 6 times a day. That's not acceptable." Liam scolded. "Only that helps in easing the pain. Not my fault that bitch left me!" I shouted and received one tight slap from Niall. "What the hell did you just say?!" He growled and I looked down, tears slipping down my cheeks. "I am sorry. I am losing my mind." I said and hit my self, hard. 

"Stop it, Zayn. Go meet this girl. Things are going to be fine." Louis said and I sighed. "Fine." I dusted my clothes and got into my car. I drove fast to this coffee shop. I entered inside and looked up to see a very beautiful woman sitting alone. 

"Hey, Zayn." She smiled and I walked up to her, giving her a gentle hug. "Hey, Gigi. Didn't know you were my blind date." I said, sitting down. "I did..." She chuckled, sipping her coffee. "How late am I?" I asked and she shrugged. "I just came 5 minutes back, so never-mind." 

The date seemed like a friendly one more than romantic or anything else. I payed the bill and we stood up, walking to the door. "I know you still love her." She smiled and I nodded, looking down. "It's fine. I didn't know her much... but all I know was that she was amazing." Gigi said. "Thank you." I said as we stood beside the door. 

"I don't want a serious relationship and I know you aren't looking for one. Let's date so one else would come for us." She said and I looked at her. "But..." I started and she stopped, placing a kiss on my lips. "See you soon, babe." She smiled, walking away. 

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(10 days later)

I held her hand as we walking into the Chinese Restaurant. "Did you see that new cover on the magazine?" She asked and I nodded. "You looked really beautiful." I kissed her cheek and she took a seat. I sat next to her as we ordered some food. "Do you want a Chopsue?" She asked and my mind froze. 

"No! I will only eat a chopsue or I am gonna starve tonight!" She whined, sitting on her bed. "You had to get periods today out of all the other days in the month?!" I glared and she smiled cutely. "Fine, I'll somehow get it for you when I come back home." I said and she pulled me into a hug, kissing me. 

"Zayn..." Gigi shook me and I blinked, looking at her. "Sorry, no. I don't want it. Just get me some Seafood noodles." I said and she smiled, ordering the food. "You need to stop thinking about her." She said and I turned away. "She is not coming back, babe." Gigi said and I looked at her. "I know. She never left. She is always with me. Her memories, they haunt me." I said and she hugged me. 

"It's going to be fine."